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I had been awake for hours. Lying in bed staring at the ceiling. I kept playing last night over in my head. How did he know where I lived? How long had he been in town?Had he been watching me?My head hurt and I felt sick to my stomach. Last night proved I didn’t know him at all. He set out to hurt me and that’s exactly what he did. I was exhausted. Physically and mentally drained and I had no intention of leaving this room today.Everything was a mess. My life was a rollercoaster and the only good thing I had going for me was Jake. Why couldn’t it be simpler? Why did all of this have to happen?Everything happens for a reason but why?Why did my gran have to leave?Why did Lana open her mouth and say the things she did?Was it me? Was I the problem?Grabbing my phone from the nightstand I unlocked it. No messages, no missed calls, nothing. After scrolling through Facebook and checking some apps I put it on do not disturb and shoved it under my pillow.I didn’t want to deal today.I

Turns out the guys weren’t doing much.Jake had lit the fire pit out back and they were all sat round the decking drinking beer and talking. I grabbed a slice of pizza before sitting down beside him. He wrapped his arm around my waist before kissing the side of my head.“You okay baby?”.“Yeah”. I smiled. “Are you?”.“What do you want for graduation?”. He asked.I took a bite of my pizza. I didn’t want anything. I didn’t need anything, and he certainly didn’t need to buy me a gift. Although I wouldn’t mind a weekend at the cabin.“You don’t need to buy me anything”. I frowned.“I don’t have to, but I want to”.I shrugged. “Surprise me but nothing-…”.“Oh my god”. Alanna jumped to her feet.I jumped my hand gripping his leg.“You’re wearing a ring”. She grinned.Really?The chatter dimmed everyone turning their attention to me or my hand I should say. “Yeah, on my right hand”. I held it up. “So, whatever you’re thinking stop”.She smirked. “Is it so bad I want you as my sister already”

Jake wasn’t home yet. I was sat in the living room with Alanna. My idea didn’t go as planned. Lacey got upset and bailed well she went home.“She’s not having the best time of it just now”. Alanna spoke.I think I made things worse. I offered her my house and she flat out refused. She didn’t want a handout which is ridiculous because we’re friends and it wasn’t a handout.The house would lay empty when Carter leaves. My gran isn’t coming back and I’m not moving back in. I thought about selling it, but I didn’t have it in me. It made sense to give it to someone who needed it.“I should have kept my mouth shut”. I sighed.The last thing I wanted was to make her upset.“Could you talk to Jake?”. She asked.“About what?”.“Get him to talk to Jack”.“I don’t think that’s a good idea”.It wasn’t any of our business and I didn’t want to meddle in their relationship. I for one know what that feels like. And this was serious. They had to fix it themselves. Hash it out and fight for what they h

The house was quiet.I didn’t wake till around lunch time. The smell of crispy bacon making my mouth water. I was starving. Pushing the covers off I grabbed my dressing gown and pulled it around my shoulders.I didn’t feel any better. I wasn’t sick just sleepy. My eyes still heavy a yawn escaped my mouh as I headed downstairs. He was cooking and when I say cooking I mean the kitchen was a mess.Pots, pans, plates everywhere.He was stood at the cooker scrambling eggs. I couldn’t hide my smile. I stood in the door frame just watching. He didn’t cook often so it was nice to see.“I made you tea”. He nodded towards the table. “I’m almost done with this”.Tea?I wanted coffee and lots of it.I passed by the tea and went for a fresh mug.“Leah”.“Since when do I drink tea?”. I asked.“Since you started carrying my kid”.The mug slipped from my fingers. Carrying his kid? I wasn’t pregnant. I had my period. I was literally bleeding right now.“You don’t remember this morning, do you?”.I was

I wasn’t sure if I was relieved or disappointed. I always wanted kids but not right now and yet I couldn’t stop the little feeling of sadness in the pit of my stomach. I guess in my head I thought the test was going to be positive.“I told you”. I handed him the test before taking a seat back on the couch.It wasn’t our time to have a baby and I was okay with that.A sigh fell from his lips as he placed his hand on my knee. “I thought I was right, but I guess there’s always next time”.I placed my hand on top of his. “We have all the time in the world to have a baby. I want you all to myself a little while longer”.Some may see that as being selfish, but I didn’t care. I wanted to spend as much time together as possible. I wanted to share the world with him before we settled down and even thought about having kids.We would have our moment but until then it was all about us.“I know babe I just thought”. He paused.“I know”. I whispered. “And when the times comes, you’ll be the best d