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My heart hurt just looking at her. How did it all of this happen? How did we get here? If she had told me the truth from the start, then none of this would have happened. There wouldn’t be any tension or awkwardness. We wouldn’t be sad because right now I was sad.I was sad because our relationship was non-existent. But maybe just maybe this was our time to fix it.“Do you want some tea?”. I asked.I could tell by her expression she wasn’t expecting that. I would never be disrespectful to her or at least I would never mean to be.“Sure, I’d like that”.My eyes landed on Jakes. He was stood in the doorway smiling at me. He winked before disappearing upstairs and leaving us to it. I fixed two cups and nodded towards the table.“You look good sweetheart, you’re glowing”.“Are you okay?”. I asked taking a seat.“Never mind about me. I want to know how you’re doing”.Something was wrong I could feel it but instead of going off on one I decided to tell her about me. “I’m doing okay, we’re b

She hated morning patrol, but something was telling me there was more to it. Not seeing Carter is one reason but it was more than that. She sucked it up and got on with it but not this time.“Do you want me to ask him to change it?”.“I don’t mind it and yes, I moan about it, but I still do it. I just hate that I’m barely going to see Carter over the next week”.“I’m sure you’ll live”. I grinned. ”“Easy for you to say miss I don’t have to do patrols because I’m the Alpha’s mate”.“Touchy”. But she did have a point. Never once had he made me do one even after saying we would do it together, he’s yet to take me out. “But if you want, I’ll do it tomorrow with you”.“You’ll get up at five to come patrol?”.“Five?”. I frowned. “That’s still the middle of the night”.A laugh fell from her lips. “Have to be out there for 6 and he always knows if you’re late. I swear nothing gets by him”.She wasn’t wrong there. Jake had a way of knowing everything, but I guess it wasn’t necessarily a bad th

“She was scared in case I didn’t want to talk to her”.“Do you want to talk to her?”. He asked.“Yes, but we had plans, so I told her to come over tonight”.“You still want to go to the beach?”.I shook my head. “But I still want nachos”.I couldn’t stop thinking about food. All I wanted to do was eat. I had never had an appetite like the one I have now. I hardly ate or I would forget to eat. Fat chance of that happening nowadays.We drove in silence the rest of the way. The only noise coming from the stereo. I was stuck in my own head. Thinking about Lana, my weight, the guilt I was feeling about going to eat yet another takeaway when I was complaining about the way I looked.A sigh fell from my lips.“You know you’re beautiful and sexy and I love everything about you.”“I’m just in a funk it’ll pass”. Weight wasn’t permanent I had to remember that. “But I can’t stop thinking about food. Over the last few days, I’ve done nothing but eat”.A chuckle fell from his lips. “Nothing sexier

“Always but promise me you’ll talk to me if your jealous head arises again”. I still don’t see why she was jealous. She has it good here also.“It won’t but yes, I promise. Now can we talk about you?”. The tension was gone, she was a lot more relaxed than before. She headed for the fridge taking out a beer. “Are you pregnant?”.“I took a test, and it came back negative, but Jakes convinced it was faulty”.“You’re glowing so it might have been”.I ran a hand over my face. “Or it might be right and I’m not”.“And you’re going to take another one?”. She asked.I heard the car pull into the driveway. Jake was home.“Guess I better get going”. She got to her feet.“No stay it’s okay”.Snacks. Lots and lots of snacks. No wonder he took so long at the store.“Everything cool in here?”. He kissed my cheek placing the groceries on the counter.“We’re good”. I smiled. “Did you buy the whole damn store?”.He smirked. “Just a few snacks for my girl”.Snacks was the last thing I needed.“I’m going

I know he wanted to shout it from the rooftops that he was going to be a dad, but I wanted to keep it our little secret until we were at least 12 weeks. I probably shouldn’t have but I read a lot of things online.Anything could happen and I wanted to make sure everything was okay before we told anyone.“It’s our little secret babe. Now eat your toast I’m going to shower”.I ate my toast in small bites. It was the only way I could keep it down. I finished getting dried and dressed before heading downstairs. Lana had already messaged about going for lunch, but I had yet to message her back.I wasn’t sure if I was up for it. I wanted to go but the way I was feeling was making me second guess. I was shattered, my stomach was dodgy. If I presented like this to the girls, then they would know straight away.They already suspected but I wasn’t going to tell them. Jake and I made a promise to keep it to ourselves for a little while longer.But if I didn’t go then they would think something w