Todos os capítulos de My Hot Alpha: Capítulo 351 - Capítulo 360

“Having second thoughts?”She shook her head. “No just sad to be leaving. I’ve lived here all my life; this is my home and I’m going to miss it.”“It’ll always be your home Alanna.”“I’m terrified I’ll hate it.” She poured herself some coffee before sitting opposite me. “I have this fear that no one will like me and that I’ll not fit in.”“Moving to a new place is scary. I was terrified and look at me now.” I smiled. “Shacked up with the Alpha carrying his child.”“Did you have a fight?” She asked.“Not yet.”“What happened?”“It’s not what happened it’s what doesn’t happen. He never tells me anything and then last night at your parents. Your mom kicked us out.”“No.” She gasped. “My mom?”“I don’t feel connected to my wolf. I can count on one hand how many times I’ve shifted. I don’t get why he won’t teach me.”“The dreaded shift.” She spoke.“The what?”“For you to feel truly connected to your wolf you have to shift and let her take control. Then it’s all about how you handle the sh

“I fucked up and I’m sorry. I haven’t been the best boyfriend recently. In fact, I haven’t been the best at anything”.“I don’t want it to be like this anymore Jake”.“I promise it’ll be different. When you get back from your dads we’ll start over. I’ll teach you everything you need to know. We’ll go through the shift together. I’ll help you keep control”.“Okay”. I wanted to say more but I didn’t want to keep going round in circles. He worries about me, and I understand that but I’m stronger than he thinks.“Are we okay?”. He asked.“Always”. I turned my head to the side so I could kiss his cheek. “Should we watch a movie?”.“Sure, babe you pick something I’m just going to get washed up”. He kissed the top of my head. “I love you Leah and I hope you know how much”.“I do”. I smiled. “And I love you too”.He disappeared upstairs and I settled on the couch with a bag of chips and a mug of tea. I couldn’t decide what film to pick so I put on friends until he was finished.I was scrollin

When I used to get upset my gran would be the one I would talk to and then when she left, I turned to Alanna. Now I had no one. Letting that sink in more tears fell from my eyes.Charlotte was lovely, great and very understanding but it wasn’t the same and there were some things I couldn’t talk to her about. It wouldn’t feel right ranting to her about her son.But this wasn’t about Jake.“Here sweetheart”. She gave me my tea and placed a box of tissues next to me. “It’s okay to cry Leah”. Again, she placed her hand on top of mine. “We all do it”.“The last few days have been tough”. I brought the cup to my lips while taking a sip. “I thought Jake and I needed a few days apart, so I planned to go visit my dad and maybe meet the rest of my family”.“Did something happen to make you change your mind?”.“I didn’t change my mind. He said now wasn’t a suitable time. What does that even mean?”.“Did you ask him why?”.“I didn’t message him back. Honestly, I think he’s changed his mind about

I can’t believe he just said that. I was serious about it, and I have been since the very start, but it wasn’t easy for me because I had no idea what I was doing and no one to teach me.But I wasn’t going to stand here and pick a fight with him. He wanted me to be serious about it then I would show him just that.“I need clothes”. I pulled my arm from his grip and got inside his car.The journey home was quiet. Both stuck in our own heads. I was sick and tired of the same shit every day. The same problems, same issues.Me.As the overthinker that I was I was starting to question whether I really belonged here or not. What sort of Luna couldn’t shift on her own freely?Pathetic.“Don’t be too hard on yourself”. He grabbed hold of my hand and laced our fingers together. “You’ll get there”.“How come you were able to talk to me through the mind link in human form?”. I asked.“Perks of being the Alpha”. He shrugged.“So, it can only happen when I’m in wolf form?”.“Not necessarily”.I fro

I sat for ages watching him sleep. It wasn’t long before the nurse poked her head in to check my observations.“Do you need anything sweetie?”.I shook my head.“Your bp is a little high but that can sometimes be normal in girls your age. Do you feel okay?”.I shrugged. I was being unreasonable; this wasn’t her fault, but I wasn’t in the mood for talking.“I’ll be back soon. In the meantime, if you need anything press your button”.I felt lost. I didn’t understand how I could grieve something I never had. Maybe this was how it was always going to end up. Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be.Brushing the tears from my cheeks, I muffled my sob with the bedsheets. I wanted to leave, I wanted to get out of here and go home. I wanted to be in the comfort of my own surrounding and sleep in my own bed.But truthfully, I was in no state to leave this bed.“Babe”. His voice reached my ears, and I wiped my face clean and cleared my throat.“I need to pee”.He helped me to the bathroom and against