“Thanks Ricky… But nothing will ever make me feel better about this.”Suddenly, fury and rage overcame my body, as I felt all of the sanity I had left inside of me…Slowly leave.“FUCK!” I roared, grabbing hold of his laptop, and smashing it into the wall so that all of the millions of tiny pieces exploded everywhere.“Lorenzo…”“SHE’S DEAD, AND IT’S ALL MY FUCKING FAULT!” I roared.“It’s not your fault, Lorenzo. Don’t speak like this.”I grabbed hold of Ricky by the collar, forcing him to stare me dead in the face, and see how serious I was.My heart was pounding so loudly against my chest…That it felt like it was going to explode.“IF IT WASN’T FOR ME, SHE WOULD STILL FUCKING BE HERE!” I screamed, convulsing.“Don’t blame yourself, Lorenzo, Jesus Christ…”“I loved her, Ricky,” I mourned, my voice hollow, barely above a whisper. “I fucking loved her. And it only took her being gone for me to realize that. Now…” I trailed off my sentence, punching the wall behind me angrily, repeate
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