All Chapters of I know what you taste like : Chapter 111 - Chapter 120

MASON*Paris was great, it was the best time ever honestly, I can't remember the last time I was so much at peace and had this level of fun and this open with love? like being so publicly in love with Charlie? had been the best experience honestly.I so much love this man, I can't believe I was actually going to let him go? like why would I even think of, I'll never have forgiven myself if I did that.I'm just going to have to pretend for the rest of my life that I'm over him while dying everyday.Would have stalked him so bad he would have gotten a restraining order on me. After our little fairytale, we went back to America and I had to go straight back to work.I texted Martins and told him I was back and we would meet at the club the next day.I hung out with some of my friends in my house when I got back from Paris and we just chilled around.I sent flowers to Charlie the next morning at his office and I stayed at home prepping for work.Around 4 pm I came to the club and Mart

CHARLIE **I decided to go and see Dad today, I don't know why but suddenly I'm thinking about him more than often. Do I hate his guts? yes Do I still worry about him? yesI don't think I want him dying and I'm having this guilt in my heart that I won't be able to forgive myself about.I opened his room door.He rolled his eyes when he saw me.He's strapped to the bed with an oxygen tank attached to his nose, if you take that off longer than 3 minutes, he's gone.He was busy reading a book."Hey old man", I say going to his curtains and throwing it open.She groans and tells me to close it back that the light is blinding."I want you to be able to see Death when it's coming so at least you can fight it, you won't see him in this dark room", I said.He rolled his eyes and started mumbling shits I don't know.I sat next to him on the chair beside his table."How are you?" I asked.He looked at me like he wanted to squeeze my neck."Well I'm in bed with oxygen, do I look good?" he sne

MASON * * "Let me explain what happened", Charlie's Dad said. "So yes as he said, I was in a relationship with Grey, we were highschool sweethearts, although our relationship was a secret , I never wanted out because honestly I felt it was a thing of shame, however he didn't feel the same, he was never completely out but it's not something he hid. I didn't want a public relationship and I didn't want to be a disgrace to my father so I didn't come out to them and that's how we ended things, a couple years later, I had tuned homophobic because the life that I was terrified of was the fear of not being enough, I decided that if I started hating on it, I would somehow get over it, well unfortunately I couldn't, especially when I met him years later, I thought I was over it, but I wasn't, I got into a relationship with your mother, she knew I didn't love her but she hoped I Could give her a good life and that was all that truly mattered. We started dating again, but secretly, we both

MASONWhen I heard the call, I could hear Mrs Hearth crying in the background, I could hear Charlie's shaky voice, I could hear it all, I knew what had happened.I just never imagined it would be so quick.He told me they had made up, and the doctors said it's a miracle he even survived up to that day, it was like his body was waiting until they had made peace so it could give up.Charlie said he apologized to me, and he said he was proud of me, and he told My Dad he wanted to see him, it's so sad they never got to settle before they died.And the worse of all? he never got to see his grandchild.That's the most painful thing about everything.His funeral was insane.They had to shut down the street to the funeral home because of the crowd.His lawyer had told them that he wanted his body cremated and his ashes thrown away.And that was exactly what they did.I guess everyone had healed from him so his family wasn't crying too much.After everyone had gone, I noticed only two people w

MASON**Today was the most normal day we've had in a while honestly.Me, Charlie, Conrad and Alice, sitting by the pool just talking about random stuffs.It was late in the night, almost 11 pm."These past few months have been intense", I said."Yeah started about a year ago when Charlie married Alice", Conrad said."I think it was better until that weird stalker thing", Charlie said."Yeahh, ever since you came out things have been crazy", I agreed.We went silent again."I can't believe he's actually gone, like I'm never going to see him again, Charlie said."Well, at least things were cleared up before it happened ", Conrad said."Yeah, death is just weird, it's so weird because we were talking one second ago and he just laid down and died, how intense is that?", Charlie said."You think yours is bad? bro I just took him to the bed, he laid down, I turned around to arrange his drugs and all and I turn around and his eyes are closed, I think hey maybe he's sleeping or he just clos