Lahat ng Kabanata ng Gamma Adonai: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 4

Balqis’s POV His golden long hair that was tied into a bun loosened and his fell to my face as he whispered again, “Yes, I’m crazy. Crazy that I don’t get to fuck you once unlike Julius that bastard” I looked up to him with urgency, how words not making any sense to me. “Gamma, you’re saying nonsense. Let me go!” He held me down and pinned me to his chest more tightly, “I really mean it. You intoxicate me each time I see you shake your hips” I wasn’t allowed to say anything else because his lips claimed mine at that instant and I moaned, crazily because a bulge brushed against my thigh. Adonai sucked on my lower lip, like it was lolipop, and all my crazy body could do was got wetter. Damn! ‘What are you doing, Balqis? He’s Julius’ friend!’ my wolf screamed. Yes! He knew Julius was cheating on me all along. The realization of that fact got me so angry and I pushed him back with all the power I could muster. “No. Gamma. Let’s not do this” He pulled me back, lo

Balqis’s POV. I put on the earring, and smeared my face with foundation despite the strings of hot tears cascading. I have to dance if I was to survive. Adonai’s funeral was held three days ago, but I couldn’t even move an inch. Only Nirvana and her mum could attend. Julius came by our home just once, to say a hello, but I couldn’t bring myself to face him. How on earth should I tell him that his dead friend whom I sinned with was the father of my unborn pup? ‘Yes. This might be for the best’ I agreed with myself and stepped out of the dressing room to the lobby of the club sadly. Funny how things turned to this. I had refused to get an abortion, the thought of killing an innocent life who just lost it’s father haunted me so much that I couldn’t sleep. Nirvana offered to arrange me to meet Adonai’s family and tell him of the pregnancy. But we discovered from Julius who came around yesterday that his mate (Adonai’s) also attended his funeral. His mate attended his funer