Semua Bab Red Wolf's Guardian: Bab 11 - Bab 20

Coral After having spent most of the night talking with my wolf, I had gone to bed exhausted but satisfied. I felt as if I had made good progress with Ivy. It had been a long and slow process, but I finally felt as if we were in a good place. At least I could hope that we were. Although I still had so much to learn about my skills, I had learned that my wolf and I being integrated was by far the most important part of this process.  My guardian wolf, Keith, had spent the night in the small sitting room in my cabin. I had to laugh when I walked into my kitchen this morning and saw him curled up on a makeshift bed in that room. Keith was by far the tallest of my guardian wolves. He was well over six foot six inches in height and was a hulking presence. A glisten of drool looked like it was about to fall from his mouth. I was initi

CoralI left the door opened as I entered my house, knowing that Duncan was not far behind me. That experience was strange. I never had anybody get jealous because I was talking to someone. But I not only got it from that she-wolf; I also got it from Duncan. I could feel the jealousy and desire dripping off Duncan the entire walk back to my house. What the hell was that all about? I could sense Duncan standing in the doorway. I didn’t turn around and look at him because I didn’t trust myself. The way he had grabbed my arm and had his hands around my waist when that she-wolf approached, well, it made me feel things I hadn’t felt before. I was afraid that if I looked up at him, I would kiss him. And for as much as I wanted to do that, I also knew that it was a bad idea. But damn it, I wanted him. And at this moment, my inability to control my wants and desires was outweighing the logical part of my mind. My mind started to race to all the things that Duncan could do to me. I thought a

Duncan Harley left my office. She indicated that Victor would be returning within a few days and we would need to be ready to leave as soon as he told us where to look. I didn’t like the idea of having to search in two locations. I needed to be the one who found Coral, and the idea of Anders finding her was not sitting well with me. We were also getting dangerously close to the next full moon. It was not very clear exactly what was going to happen on the full moon. Sarah and Luz had some ideas as to what might be included in the potion that Coral would be given, but everything was up in the air. Sarah was working all of her connections to find any information so that she could make an antidote if it was needed. We wouldn’t know anything until we got Coral back. I left my office, heading out towards the training grounds. I had a lot of different emot

Coral I sat on the bed, brushing my hair. I had showered quickly, my anxiety increasing the longer I was in the shower. Something just felt off, and I didn’t like the idea of being isolated in the shower.  The second injection I was given was clearly having some sort of influence on me. While I didn’t feel like my allegiances were changing and nothing seemed to specifically change with me and my wolf, I felt different. It was as if I felt more open to being friendly with the vampires, or, more specifically, Elijah. It was a strange feeling. I should have some level of hatred towards them, especially with what they had planned on doing to the red wolf and all of the wolves. However, I felt more indifferent, like I was open to having a relationship with them. I did not like that. I would need to be very much aware of everything that I was doing from this point forward. Everything I did

CoralSleep eluded me all night, and when I did sleep, nightmares made their way in.The idea of losing Ivy was completely unbearable. I had been without her for a year and that had been hell. During that time, I had hope; I knew that I was going to get her back. But now, knowing that there was a chance that whatever I had been given could completely take her away from me, it made me so very angry and so very sad. Your wolf died when you died. There was no me without my wolf. Yet, this potion had somehow led to a person losing both their vampire and wolf sides. I could not even begin to imagine what that would feel like. Tears fell down my cheeks as I thought about Ivy dying. No words that I said to myself or Ivy said to me could stop them. Comfort could not be found. I rolled out of bed and jumped in the shower. I could cry in bed all day but I could not