Alle Kapitel von The Devil Owns Me Now: Kapitel 161 – Kapitel 170

“I'll be in your country next week,” Leon said right away, his voice calm like nothing just happened, like he didn’t just end the call minutes ago. “But it's for a business trip. I might find time to see you, but I'm not sure yet.” He didn't explain the hang-up, and I didn't bother asking because what he just said drowned everything else out. Leon was coming here? To my country? Hell yeah! Excitement bubbled up inside me, wild and hot. I wanted to jump, yell and scream but I held it in.“Okay…” I said, keeping my voice normal and steady. Even though inside, I was squealing like a kid. “I had no idea you do business in my country too.” The words came out casual, but my mind was racing. Visions of seeing him, seeing his face, his smile, and maybe even a hug orr more from him clouded my mind. I bit my lip to stop the grin.“I'll let you know when I'm around.” Leon said, simply and then, he hung up again. There was no goodbye and no soft words but I didn't care because I was buzzing w

I was glad that my mum left my room on her own because to be honest, I didn't know what to say to her after she told me she was happy I was smiling for the first time since I got home. But she wasn't happy that the smile and the happiness I felt came because of Leon. It sounded offensive to me now that I thought about it. I didn't like the way my mum had painted Leon like he was a very bad person when he wasn't. He had his issues, sure, but he wasn't some monster. I wanted to go and find my mum to explain that she didn't need to say things like that to me anymore but I didn't want to do it because we would just end up in another argument, and I didn't want that. I was just glad she left, and now I was alone in my room.My mum had asked me to come down for dinner, but I knew it was a trap. She would try to talk me out of everything, make me change my mind about seeing Leon. I didn't want that, not tonight. So I locked my door and I settled for a bag of chips I had stashed in my drawer.

It has been three days since I had that dream about me and Leon together. We had such an intense sex in it that when I woke up, I remember seeing my cock hard, balls heavy and my boxers wet with precum. The dream felt so real, but it left me hanging in the real world. I needed relief so badly because even though I came a lot in the dream, my body didn't get the memo. My cock was rock hard and hurting. I had blue balls and it was swelling up. I knew that if I didn't let it out, the pain would stick around all day and I didn't want that kind of ache dragging me down. My body wouldn't let me go back to sleep and my cock kept pushing against the fabric of my boxers, throbbing like it was begging for touch really desperately.But it wasn't just any touch I wanted. I craved one that came with Leon's mouth wrapped tight around my dick, sucking it slowly and deeply, or his big hands stroking me, roughly, knowing just how to make me shake. I didn't want to be the one in control of my own r

I sat on a bench, my legs bouncing. The park was quite full with some kids laughing, far from me, some dogs barking and eaves rustling in the breeze but I barely noticed any of that because my mind kept going back to those dreams, the ones where Leon pinned me down, his mouth hot on my neck and his hands rough on my hips. I had woken up soaked, hard as rock and ended up stroking myself slowly while imagining his cock sliding deep inside me. That hunger gnawed at me and made my jeans feel tight even now. What if he didn't show? What if this was it, the end before we even started again?I shook my head hard, trying to clear my thoughts again. “Come on, Ronan, stop. He's coming.” He has to. But doubt crept in, mixing with the want. I missed his smell, that mix of sweat and cologne. I missed the way his stubble scraped my skin when he kissed me roughly. My hand itched to touch him, to feel that hard chest under my fingers. Public or not, I'd risk it all just for one hug, one press of

Leon looked away again, his jaw clenching hard. We were quiet and the silence stretched heavily to the point that all I could hear was my own breathing, it was ragged and uneven. I felt a strong ache building low in my belly and sitting this close to him made me want to climb into his lap, grind against him and feel his hardness press back on me. But this talk... It twisted everything. “I had to agree to the marriage.” he finally said, his voice dropping. “Because of the whole situation with what we had going on.”“Oh, wow. What Leon just said slammed into me as I realized that he meant the both of us. He agreed to the marriage because of what we'd done…because of the heat between us. My vision got blurry, tears stinging hot in my eyes. I blinked them back fast, but my heart throbbed painfully now, like it was crackingLeon didn't want me, after all the times he'd fucked me raw, held me after and made me feel like I was his world but he chose this to push me away. So I wasn't worth