Ruin me, Stepbrother のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 161 - チャプター 170

It's day five, and the pattern only continued.Today, I decided it was going to be in my room the whole day. I skipped breakfast, and everything I was going to do was on my bed.I could hear him downstairs with our Mom and Dad.My phone was beside me on my bed.An unexpected knock came on my door at about 9 AM. "Scarlett?"Mom.Shit."Come in," I called out, sitting up fast with my laptop open.Mom entered with a very concerned face. She sat on my bed. "We need to talk."Uh oh."I'm working," I tried, showing her my screen.She wasn'tdeterred."What's going on with you and Jax?" I deflected. "Nothing. We've both been busy. Ask him, he's been busy."Mom shook her head. "You're avoiding him. It's very obvious now."I can't deny that."We're just in different places," I admitted, struggling to explain. "It's complicat... It's not... It's not complicated, we're just growing up."Mom's worry was very clear and obvious."It's just it Mom. Growing up."Tears started forming on my face. I co

His eyes were on me, dark, hungry, and desperate. Matching mine exactly."How much longer can you do this?" His voice was rough."I don't know," I whispered honestly. "I'm trying—""Stop trying," he interrupted, very desperately. "Just come back. Please."I was so torn. I wanted to, so badly. But the question was still unanswered in my head.His hand reached out and cupped my face. I leaned into it automatically, closed my eyes, and lived in the moment.His thumb stroked my cheek very gentle. "I miss you."Tears started forming in my eyes eyes. "I miss you too so much."The tears broke, and fell off my left eye.He stepped closer, and our bodies were almost touching. Then he brought his hand down to my waist.My hands went to his chest, and I felt his heartbeat racing. Like mine.The electricity between us was always there. It never faded, and it was consuming everything.My resistance was weakening. "We can't—""I know—"We both knew.But neither of us remembers who moved first. It d

We were catching our breath, panting, and completely satisfied.His arms went around me, holding me, spooning even though his dick was still inside.The moment was perfect. It was quiet, except for the loud breathing of both of us.Eventually he was starting to soften, and then had to pull out. He pulled out slowly and we both gasped when he was finally out.The mess was immediate. His cum leaking out of me, onto his sheets, and the both of us didn't even care.I rolled over to face him, very closely and looked at him straight in the eyes.Hi," he said, looking at me.I laughed, very breathless, and happy. "Hi."We were both just looking at each other, and reality was starting to creep in.What we'd just done. We've broke the space I'd asked for.I should feel guilty, I should feel like I wanted to do something and I didn't.I didn't. Not at all.He was searching my face, probably looking for regret, but he found none. His relief was very obvious."Are we okay?" he asked carefully.I

Oh no."What about him?" I asked, trying to sound as casual as possible, but I failed."You had dinner Friday. Were doing better. Now you're distant again."I scrambled for an explanation. "Just adjusting to the new dynamic."Mom looked confused. "New dynamic? You're siblings. It should be simple."We're not siblings. There's nothing simple about us. There's never gonna be."Just be kind to each other," Mom advised. "Just make sure you're kind to each other." She repeated it and laid emphasis on the "Kind" before she then left.I cried quietly. This is so fucking hard, everything about this is so very hard.I picked it up my phone and started typing.Me: "Hey! Sorry, busy week—"I deleted it.I couldn't, I'm not ready, it's not fucking today.I put the phone down.The evening was approaching. It was about 5 PM. Dinner is coming soon, and since we're both home, I'll have to face him again, unless I'm going to skip dinner which I'll probably have to lie that there's a reason why I did,

I stared at him, and didn't even know when the words came out of my lips."You're a fucking hypocrite," I said quietly.He flinched like I'd slapped him."You push me toward Miles, tell me to give him a real chance, insist I need to test this thing between us. And now that I'm actually doing it. Now that I'm actually trying to get something done, you've been pushing me toward for weeks, you show up in my room angry about it." I shook my head, and the anger and frustration diffusing from my head to every other part of my body made my chest tight. "You don't get to have it both ways, Jax. You don't get to push me away and then be mad when I actually go.""I'm not—" He stopped, and his hands started running through his hair again, making it stick up in a way that would've been endearing if I wasn't so fucking furious. "Fuck. You're right. You're right, okay? I know I'm being a hypocrite. I know I pushed you toward this. But hearing you on the phone with him, hearing you say you missed h