Semua Bab Belongs To Me : Bab 41 - Bab 50

I probably never liked Christmas. Well, except for the one year I spent with Tate and her family. But the rest? He was worth a lot of shit. And this year was obviously not going to be an exception.When I left the Tate that morning, for the first time I really hesitated whether to stay. I didn't want to be alone. And even though we had spent the last four nights together, I still missed her. After all, sex wasn't everything. I needed her all in me.And it was all the worse today.I was kind of freaking out at home. And by that I mean regularly crazy. I wallowed in a kind of horrible self-pity as I remembered the past, and in one of my weakest moments I even called my mom. I figured I should at least make sure she was still alive and hadn't overdosed. Maybe even find out how he is doing. But she didn't answer my call. Even though I let the stupid phone ring for at least sixty seconds.Yeah... Have a nice fucking Christmas, Mom.After this fiasco, it was quite clear that I had to get ou

The bastards pulled me to my feet and dragged me forward in a tight grip.While I was huffing and puffing and trying to fucking think. Who the fuck is that? Are they from David? If so, I'll have the subversive neutered so he can't reproduce. I was scowling intensely and almost overheard the sound of the switchboard as one of them unlocked the car. I noticed and turned my head slightly to the side. A sound that definitely resembled the opening of a sliding door reached my ears.Delivery?To hell with it.I began to struggle in their hands, but it was quite useless. They slid me forward and I landed on my face on the cold floor of the car. Someone knocked me over.Closing the sliding door. Starting the engine. And then we got moving.Perhaps I was too pessimistic about it all, but right now I believed that I was irretrievably screwed and no one was going to get me out of there. That's probably why I stopped resisting them and patiently waited for my moment to come.I let myself be pulle

These words were like a reassurance to me that it was all real and that he wouldn't suddenly change his mind and wash it away. I just stared at the beautiful ring on my ring finger for a moment and nervously bit my lip before looking up at him again. “I have to apologize to you, Ollie. For everything. For the fact that I screwed up monumentally back then, because I behaved like a complete coward... And also for the fact that I didn't come out of it much better after five years, because I didn't confess even now... now that we they've said so many things about each other." I took a step back from him. For every time his presence seemed to cloud my mind. And now I needed to think very clearly.I ran my hands over my thighs and looked up at his face... and those eyes that were watching me intently. "I know that I hurt you terribly and betrayed you. And I could rattle off a hundred and one reasons why I thought I was doing the right thing at the time... but none of them would excuse my de

You support each other in your strengths and complement each other where the other has some shortcomings. You help each other to be better beings and together you have weathered more than one storm that did not sweep you away. Nowhere. You have risen even stronger than before. And that's how I know you two are perfect for each other."To hell with it.Matt kind of caught me by surprise with this one. My throat was tight and I crushed Tate's hand in mine. But she reciprocated quite vehemently. I looked over at her and found her looking up at me. With an absolutely dazzling smile that almost sent me to my knees at that moment.And our giver added: "In the end, I guess all that's left is to thank you. For making the world a better place to live in and for giving the rest of us an example that no relationship is perfect. Sometimes you fight with each other, but when the worst comes to worst, you always join forces and watch each other's backs. And I think that is exactly the best prerequi

I could barely breathe after the frantic dash across our house. But somehow I had to calm my own loud snoring and panicked heart. My eyes were wide open and I squinted into the darkness ahead. The cramped space of the built-in wardrobe almost suffocated me.And at that moment, another palm slipped into my hand - noticeably smaller.“Mommy?” Eric said softly."Shhh," I hissed at him, squatting down to pull him into my arms. "You don't want him to find us." I stroked his black hair, which he inherited from his father, in a soothing gesture."Is he going to find us?" he squeaked, maybe a little scared, although I personally would say that his childish voice was tinged with laughter.And I myself had something to do to stifle the giggles. "It's quite possible. You know how monsters are forever hungry."Eric's tiny body shook in my arms as he giggled. "But I won't let him, mother! I'll bite his head off to protect you!"Well this is cute.“Shouldn't you rather use your sword as my valiant