Six months after the twins were born.I wake up exhausted. Again.Not the normal new parent exhaustion. Something different. Deeper. Wrong."You okay?" Damon asks. Watching me struggle to sit up."Just tired. The twins were up a lot last night.""They slept through the night. I checked on them.""Oh. Then I don't know. Just tired I guess."It's been happening for weeks. This bone-deep exhaustion that doesn't go away no matter how much I sleep."Maybe you should see the healer," Kieran suggests at breakfast."I'm fine. Just adjusting to three kids. It's normal.""You're barely eating," Caius observes. Pushing my plate closer. "You need to eat.""I'm not hungry.""You're never hungry anymore. That's concerning.""I'm fine. Stop hovering."But I'm not fine. I know I'm not fine.I just don't know what's wrong.That afternoon I try to play with Mira. We make it ten minutes before I'm too tired to continue."Mama, are you sick?" she asks."No, baby. Just tired.""You're always tired now.""
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