I hated how shaky and pitiful my voice sounded, like I was begging him to take it all back and tell me I was enough anyway. My brain was still fogging everything, but even through the haze I could feel the weight of every reason he’d just laid out like bricks between us—divorcee, son is my ex, older, no flings, serious or nothing, no more children, sacrificing my entire life. Each one hit harder than the last, piling up until I felt buried under them.He looked at me for a long second, eyes soft but steady with no mask, just Paul sitting across from me in this quiet cafe with the smell of coffee and pastries wrapping around us like it could somehow make this conversation less brutal. Then he said it simply, just the truth as he saw it. “You would be signing your soul away.”The words landed so quietly they almost didn’t register at first. I blinked, waiting for the rest, y’know.. the explanation or the apology, the “but I want you anyway.”But nothing came. It was just that one s
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