Saturday morning finally arrived. I lay still for exactly one hour. Then I got up. Max arrived at nine with Sophie and coffee and the particular energy of a best man who had been preparing for this moment since the day I called him from a pavement in Midtown with debt collectors at my door and no options left. He walked in, looked at me standing in my kitchen, and said, “You look calm.” “I am calm,” I said. “Good calm or pretending calm?” Sophie asked. “Good calm,” I said honestly. Max handed me coffee. “Okay.” He sat at the counter. “How do you feel?” “Ready,” I said simply. He studied me for a moment. Then he nodded once. “Good,” he said. “Because we have four hours and I have a list.” “Of course you do,” Sophie said. “Lists are important,” Max said seriously. “You sound like Grayson,” I said. Max pointed at me. “Don’t ever say that again.” I smiled. My mother arrived at ten. She walked in and looked at me properly the way she always did. “Good,” she said simply.
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