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GWEN POV Oh, my God. This couldn't really be happening. I took a step back, feeling like someone had hit me hard in the chest. Nolan moved his hand out, probably to help me stand steady, but I pushed it away. “Are you okay?” he asked. His voice was rough. “No, I am absolutely not okay,” I shot back, my voice shaking. “I just slept with my best friend’s father. How can I be okay?” His face went stiff. He looked very tense. “It’s no less upsetting for me, I promise you. I slept with my daughter's friend. I guess you wish you could just wipe the whole memory from your mind, right?” He turned away and walked quickly towards a hallway, leaving me alone in the huge, open living room. “Wait! Where are you going?” I called after him. He stopped, but didn't look back. “I need a damn drink. Then, I’m going to call a tow truck so we can figure out how to get you home.” It felt strange how much his words hurt. It was like he just wanted to get rid of me, as fast as possible. Like he was t

NOLAN POVI felt like a terrible person and fucking pervert. It was okay to be attracted to a woman I didn't know. But it was completely different to want a woman after finding out she was my own daughter's friend.I looked at Gwen sitting on the small couch by the window. The snow was falling outside, and her shape against the light made her look like a beautiful Goddess. My desire for her was strong.Luckily, the fact that she was April’s friend would stop me from trying anything again. Even so, the strong wish to touch her again was annoying. I don't usually want a woman a second time. It felt strange that I would have Gwen in my bed right now if she wasn't April’s friend.But since that wasn't an option, and my body didn't seem to understand the rules, staying away from her would have been the best choice. But I had promised April I would take care of her friend. It would be rude to cook a meal and not offer some to Gwen.Down in the kitchen, I kept busy. I cut the vegetables and

NOLAN POVGwen finished eating and stood up from her chair. "I'll clean up the dishes since you did the cooking."I felt disappointed that our conversation was ending. And because I felt that way, I knew I needed to pull back and create some distance. Wanting her in a sexual way was one thing, but starting to connect with her on a deeper, emotional level—a level that would make my desire for her even stronger—that would be a huge problem.The fact that I was even thinking about a deeper connection was a complete surprise. It had been a very long time since I met a woman I truly wanted to get to know more about. Of course, the woman who finally caught my real interest was the one person I absolutely could not have. Because of this, I really needed to get out of this situation.I stood up and carried my plate to the kitchen. "Thank you. I was planning to start a fire in the fireplace and finish decorating the living room. But since April isn't coming now, and you'll be leaving as soon a

GWEN POVHis thumb gently brushed across my cheek, and a warm feeling went through me. "Are you crying?" he asked.I did not know I was. I felt a little ashamed and quickly wiped my cheeks. I closed the photo book and put it on the coffee table. "I am sorry," I said quietly.He shook his head. He turned his body so he was fully facing me on the sofa. "No, tell me, what is wrong?"I took a slow sip of my hot chocolate. I wanted to hide how I felt, and I wanted to hide from the intense, serious way he was looking at me."It's just happy and sad at the same time," I finally said. I started to get up, but his hand quickly wrapped around my wrist. He gently kept me on the sofa."Why is it both? Did I say or do something bad?" he asked.The truth was, it was partly because of him, but not in the way he thought. This feeling, this warm, family feeling—it was the kind of Christmas I had until my mother died."It's just making me remember when I was a little girl at Christmas," I explained. "I

NOLAN POVIt was clear now. I wasn't as strong as I thought I was. My mind told me to stop and not touch Gwen, but my body—especially my attraction to her—was too much. The moment she said she wanted to please me, all smart thoughts vanished.It was usually great to be with a woman who knew what she was doing in bed. But the idea that I was the very first man she was going to please like this was a feeling I had never had before. It made me feel incredibly hot.Sleeping with Gwen was wrong, especially because of her relationship with my daughter. But right now, I truly didn't care. I told myself that my April, would never know. Just like Gwen said, this was "a moment away from real life." If what happened here at the cabin stayed a secret, everything would be fine. No one would get hurt.Right now, I wanted to taste her sweet pussy and have her ride my face.Her expression showed a mix of excitement and nervousness. This told me she hadn't ridden a man's face before, but she was defin