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My throat is dry, a million questions run through my mind, yet there’s a fear that this isn’t real, that Asher isn’t really in my bed right now. A product of my overly active mind, nothing else. With my eyes on his shadowy figure, I slide back into bed, unable to look away.“I’m imagining this aren’t I? There’s no way you’d really be here.” I whisper in the dark, afraid that he’d suddenly vanish before my eyes. What happens next convinces me that this is truly my mind throwing up unreal images, the familiarity of my mind making up things that would truly never happen… The heat rolling off his body presses against me, close enough that I feel the warmth of his skin. A hand settles on my waist. Firm. Grounding.Sending my mind into a spiral.I can’t control my breathing. The hand wraps around my waist, pulling me into him. Claiming.Like this was a routine, normal.It’s not.My heart is jack hammering against my chest, heavy, too fast, giving me vertigo. Then again, nothing about

The nurses gave me extra ten minutes with the Prof. in their words, “We’ve never seen the man look so full of life.”He was fun to hang out with, he taught me a lot of magic, even if there has been no evidence to support the fact that magic truly exists. I only had to concentrate hard to see the tricks behind them.Even so, he made it fun. It was so fun that I didn’t realize I didn’t bring my phone with me.“Let’s see each other next time, young lawyer.”I smile at him, it took a lot to convince him of my profession, in fact, I don’t think he’s believed me yet. “Later, old trickster.”He chuckles, waving me away, already getting into bed.I’ve never had an adult in my life that I thought was fun. Eva’s parents were there for her, but I got the feeling they were only giving me cake for dinner only to get to know my father, I never said anything to Eva though. That put me off meeting people’s parents. But the trickster is fun.I don’t want to go home immediately, so I drive around

“For the love of god. Go to bed, Carson!” Eva’s the only person that has responded to my texts. Everyone else has read and ignored my earlier messages asking them what Asher means by ‘learn to behave.’ I snort. She’s supposed to my best friend!All of them, be there for me in time of need.There’s no time of need like right now. And so I let them know, sending one last text to them with very colorful words. “Why don’t you just ask him yourself?” Pam asks,I sit up in bed, watching the words on my screen, chewing on my lower lip. The kiss comes to mind. With slightly trembling fingers, I pull up our messages thread. What should I ask?I mean, I know what I want to know– “Do you want me to fuck you?” The question comes to the forefront of my mind, a shiver of pleasure runs along my spine. My throat feels dry, cheeks hot.Taking a sip from the bottled water beside my bed, I click on the text thread again. “Waddup, sexy Hall?”Nope. Ew.Who even says that?I erase the message. How

It gives me a rush to see his hooded eyes, to hear him say that, to know I turned him on countless times. Knowing he’s stood in my kitchen, hard for me, restraining himself–His mouth recaptures mine, halting my thoughts.He teases my mouth, tongue dancing on top of mine, rolling around, forcing my mouth open for him. It’s almost too much, all at once.I let out a breath, hands landing on his stomach. The heat of his skin is permeating the fabric of his shirt is delicious. His hand crawls up my chest, exploring the smoothness of my skin.“Ahhhh…hhh.” My broken moans get lost in his throat as he sucks them right out of my mouth. “Mmm.” he moans, kissing me harder, leaning forward until I’m bending back at the waist.His hands roam, like he’s learning my body, I lean into his touch, whimpering every time his hand comes in contact with skin. With shaky fingers, I pop the remaining buttons, the shirt drops to the floor in a heap. He grunts, now that there’s nothing between my chest and

CARSON BITTERS POV “Before we go any further, we have to lay some ground rules.” Tingles of pleasure are currently zig zagging through my body, there’s a buzz under my skin, I really doubt any rules would stick to my mind as it is now. “Do we have to right now?”My eyes keeps getting drawn to the bulge in his pants, god, that’s a sight to behold. I want to fit him into the back of my throat. “We have to.”I exhale, nodding quickly for him to carry on.Fuck, he’s large.Thigh muscles tight under my touch. Everything I’ve imagined so far pales in comparison to him in real life. “Nobody can know about this.”His words pull my eyes to his face, his grey eyes are still very much hooded, I can see him fighting himself about this. I’ve come too far, I can’t lose him right now. My hands run along the inside of his thighs, fingers playing with the skin, he inhales roughly, whatever contradicting thoughts he’s having leaving him. “Your father–”“He won’t suspect a thing, he won’t kn