They were not dramatic. No violence, no explicit threat, no Claire appearing with a knife in a restaurant doorway. They were the other kind — the kind that arrive as dread and formlessness, the feeling of something wrong that cannot be located, the specific anxiety of someone who has been under threat for long enough that the threat has become structural and does not simply disappear when its source is removed.She woke from the first one at three in the morning and lay in the dark trying to slow her breathing and told herself it was fine, she was fine, everything was fine, and believed none of it.George woke at three-fifteen. Not because she woke him — she was very quiet. Because he was attuned to her in the way he was attuned to things he cared about, and some part of him registered that she was awake and had been awake and had not told him.He said: how long.She said: the nightmare or the being awake.He said: both.She said: the nightmare was forty-five minutes ago. The being aw
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