All Chapters of Always My Sister, Not Me: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

Matilda I come out of the salon and I feel very different, I feel confident and a new sense of self. I smile and thank Raquel at the exit before my dad blows the car horn. I get back into the car and I expect dad to compliment me or at least say something good about my new look, but all he asks is why I chose to glam up on today of all days. “I didn't plan this, dad. Grace scheduled this for me.” I say and he shakes his head as he starts the car. The drive to the house is as silent as a graveyard, except for low sounds of the engine revving softly and the tires rolling against the asphalt. I feel bad that dad doesn't say anything positive about my new look, and by now I should've been used to his non responsive behavior when it came to me but still, it would've felt nice to hear my dad say I look beautiful for once. My dad parks the car in front of our home, I am the first to step out and Sandra, our fifty-six year old nanny comes out and I embrace her tightly. “My darling girl,

MatildaI wake up very tired and I feel the same nausea every time I get my period. And today was the start of my period which arrived two days earlier this month. I feel bad and very weak but today is the divorce hearing with the judge and I can't miss it.My parents want me to be done with the divorce as soon as possible, and I am also wanting to be done with this divorce so that nothing ties Michael to me any longer.I hear a knock on my door and I yell ‘come in’ before it opens and my dad enters my bedroom.“Good morning, dad.”“Good morning,” Dad is already in his suit and ready to head towards the office today. “Are you feeling under the weather today?” He asks with a concerned frown and it's one of those rare moments I see that my dad really worries about me.“No, it's... women stuff, but I'm fine, dad.” I reply.He nods. “You should get ready then and be at the court in an hour.”I nod.“After that, you also have to visit Michael's family company to review the documents for th

Michael I am just seated lazily in the conference room. My right elbow on the table and my right hand under my chin as I look at the speaker saying something that of course matches what's already on the screen which is been displayed by the projector. His lips are moving but I'm hearing nothing, because only my body is present in the meeting, not my mind. I can't stop thinking about what Seraphina said yesterday at lunch, about Matilda receiving a call from a guy that made her excuse herself and walk out of lunch. Did she already have someone before? I'm trying not to think and care about Matilda, but I can't help it. And it doesn't make me feel any better that things will become more awkward between us after our divorce. She's currently in my office because of the joint project we still have with her father's company and is reading the findings. I want to go to her, and ask her if she's already seeing someone else. I think I'm thinking way too hard and it shouldn't bother me at a

Matilda “What the hell are you talking about? And don't you dare think to involve Sera in your little games...” I shut him up by showing him my sister's last I*******m post from my phone and he's quiet. Though Michael's eyes widens before he fumes. “What... I mean, it can't be.” “Next time, be sure not to point fingers at someone when you don't have all of your facts straight.” I tell him and shove my phone back into my bag. I turn around to leave and this time Michael doesn't stop me which I'm relieved. I couldn't stay any longer at the company and have to see Michael's handsome jerk face. It was all too much for me to handle. I exit the building and exhaled out a deep sigh. The afternoon sun was burning and I still have to go to the Institute for my afternoon lectures. .............. “I can't believe after everything he did, you're still madly in love with him, girlfriend.” Susie shakes her head, looking at me with dismay. “Believe me, Susie. I want to forget about Michael.

MichaelI know I'd said my parents raised me right and I have principles to never sleep with one sister while soon getting married to the other one. The warning alarm in my head should turn on. But no. All of the alarms in my brain simply turns off when I'm now kissing Matilda, sucking and devouring those soft and sensual lips of hers. I hold her close and while still having her lips, I smell her and fuck, I missed her natural body smell.An instant desire and the urge to take off Matilda's whole clothes completely takes over me.But Matilda pulls away. “We.... can't do this to Seraphina, Michael.”Her breathing is hard and it affects my dick.“I fucking know this isn't right, Matilda.” I growl, holding her arms. “But I can't take it anymore. I want you, Matilda. I desperately want to be with you right now, to feel inside you.”She's reluctant and I take the initiative and kiss her passionately. She moans and I feel that she also wants this. We both want this.“Just this one time,”