All Chapters of Pleasure & Confusion: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

"It's a very unconventional solution though and can end up with the mates fighting for attention."I swallow back bile at the idea of Dean and Holden fighting each other for my attention. I couldn't handle losing either of them. I couldn't imagine it!"Right... so, how would it work? One of my mates is an Alpha? How could I be a Luna if I'm another wolf's mate as well?" I ask with a shaky voice.My heart is pounding out of my chest, I feel beads of sweat trickle down my back, and my heart aches painfully.I am so confused!"It just would. His pack would accept you as Luna because that's your right as his mate.""The only problem I can see presenting itself, is your mates not accepting the situation you're in and making you choose."I shake my head, not wanting to picture the scenario in my fragile mind."I'm still confused. How can Holden AND Dean both be my mates if my wolf hasn't stated Dean is? She feels pleasure and excitement by him being close, but with Dean, she knew instantly

(-Dean's P.O.V.-)I do the same as I have done for the past 10 long weeks. I sit in my office at work, snapping at anybody who dares to get on my bad side.I feel so low. My brain has turned to mush and my heart has a deep fissure right down the middle.My wolf hates me. He spends his time snapping at me and shouting profanities in my head.I know it's my fault.I'm too proud. I have an image to uphold and the situation I've been put in is likely to ruin my status.Oh for heavens sake!Why didn't Lizzie know I was her mate when we started our 'arrangement'?If she had found out then, we wouldn't be in this mess!She wouldn't be working, so wouldn't have met Holden. That jackass!Seriously?!Now I sit here, wallowing in my self pity, and all I can think about is Lizzie!I can see her in my head, her wonderful features clocked to memory.Her long chestnut waves of smooth silky hair, her flawless pale skin, bright blue eyes and blush pink lips, with a natural sexy pout.Her tight curved

Soul looks so peaceful while he sleeps. Despite his cuts and bruises, he looks like the boy I fell for in school.I just wish I could go back to those feelings. The lust, the ache, the need to be close to him.Now, instead of wanting him, I just like how he makes me feel safe and cared for.I'm basically using him for the way he supports and cherishes me.Somebody like Soul wouldn't hurt me intentionally. He cares for me. He loves me. He wants to make me happy.And he's trying so hard.I sigh, shake my head and wander out of the bedroom.I'm dressed and ready for work.My work shirts are all getting tight around my stomach and hips, as are my skirts. I'm going to have to get maternity wear soon. That sucks!~*~"So, what are we going to do about the baby?" Soul asks as we cuddle in bed that evening."Huh?""Well, this place is too small for us and a baby. We should move into a two bed place so we have more room. The baby will have their own room."I am completely amazed that Soul is a

It plays at my overly sensitive stomach.I look down and see a number of fresh bruises coating me... what? I'm naked!Shit!!A large steel door swings open with a bang, and in walks none other than Soul.He gives an evil grin at me, throwing and catching a shiny silver gun.My life is about to come to an end isn't it?I'm going to lose my babies and my mates because I was careless and I used my wasted courage to leave!"Oh, you are a naughty girl!" Soul chuckles humorlessly."What? Where am I?" I stutter, then realise how cold I actually am.Well, that's not shocking. It's late Autumn."Nuh uhh." Soul shakes his finger at me. "I'll be asking the questions here. You don't deserve to know anything! You stupid little bitch!"I don't have the capability to scream, shout or even cry.I sigh with exhaustion. "Just do it already! Why are you playing it out? I'm going to die, we both know that. Just do it already. It's getting kind of boring."Soul looks at me stumped and shocked, before burs

The past few weeks have been lovely. Dean has put his house on the market, and has put an offer on a huge house nearer the pack house where we can all live. All meaning me, him and Holden.And of course our babies when they arrive.Right now we are all living in the pack house. I moved out of my flat and in here so I was closer to my mates. Neither of them wanted me living alone.It's impossible to win a fight with two stubborn men who are fighting for the same side.Sat in the kitchen watching Holden out in the back garden training some teen wolves in fighting techniques, I smile to myself.He is so competent and talented in his pack skills. It just makes me love him so much more."I can't believe he actually took you on! You're so ugly and fat! Seriously! Just eww!" I hear a sneering voice behind me.I swing around on the stool and look at this leggy blonde with skimpy, smutty clothing on and five inch heels."Excuse me?" I ask."You heard me, bitch! Before you, he wanted me! You've