All Chapters of Pleasure & Confusion: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

Waking up from my long slumber in which I had a very strange dream about being chased by two wolves, I heaved a sigh of relief. It was the most horrible dream I ever had. As soon as I was awake, a series of thoughts flashed through my mind.Where was I?Why was I running from those wolves?What did I do wrong?I wiped the sweat off my forehead as I got out of bed in preparation to meet someone so dear to me.I made sure to put on my best look, my best make-up and that sexy, skimpy dress that I know he loves to see me on every time I came to visit him. He was someone so special to me, but that doesn't mean we were in love, we only had one thing in common....******I was on my knees before my master, keeping balance with my arms handcuffed at the elbow behind my back. My heels digging into the flesh of my naked backside.I lowered my head, placing my lips on the sexiest feet I have ever seen.I kissed over and over again, happy to please my master."Enough." He snaps, grabbing my colla

Oh God!, just remembering last night makes me cringe.Watching as Dean and Mr Riley had a full on punch up right there in the local pack hospital.It took four guys on each side to restrain them both.They both want me and I'm so confused. Neither of them would let me talk!I can't even find out my mate's name because I haven't actually been alone with him yet.My head is all foggy, so many questions and ideas filling my head.I'm now laid up in bed. A weeks' sick leave to recover from my idiotic self inflicted accident and come to terms with all this new information.My head hurts, throbbing and healing from that bloody mirror. I feel drowsy from the strong pain killers.I want a bath but refuse to have one while I'm this drowsed. I will not put myself at risk.Just rolling over on my side, I'm slowly drifting off to sleep. The doorbell sounds loudly, making me cringe.I whimper, and sigh. "Who is it?" I ask softly as I head out of my room and down the hallway."It's Dean! Let me in,

I look up into his eyes. "Pleasure. I rarely get hurt for punishment. I try to be as good as I can. Usually Dean's form of punishment is withholding pleasure. I can't... well... you know..." I blush, unable to form the words."Cum?" Holden asks, smirking.I nod. "Yeah."He chuckles. "That's one of my favourite pastimes! Orgasm denial is rather enjoyable for the man."I gawp at him. "You... you enjoy that stuff too?" I ask.Holden shrugs. "Not the whipping and caning, but the fun stuff like handcuffs, toys and well... orgasm denial. Are you into the pain?"I bite my lip and nod. "It's a fetish I guess. There's a fine line between pleasure and pain. If you find that middle line, it's incredible!"Holden grins. "Let me show you what I can do." He whispers in my ear before pushing me off him, down onto the bed and straddling me.I have a serious case of the butterflies in my belly as I wonder what treat I have in store.Working his way down, Holden starts kissing, sucking and nibbling ove

When you're alone inside your head, and unable to pull yourself out of the funk, you end up going crazy!!So far, I've been alone for a total of 2 weeks and 4 days.I've pushed away Dean and Holden, not letting them near me. I'm not doing anything apart from going to work, acting like a zombie, just about handling my duties and jobs. When I go home, I stay in my room and huddle up in the duvet.I'm just about managing a bunch of grapes or a satsuma a day. I've already lost 9lb!As a wolf, I should be eating a lot more, and as I haven't been keeping up my usual diet, my wolf has gone into hibernation.Like me, really.I don't know why I've turned into this emotionless soul, I just can't get over how a human could get inside my flat without me--a shifter--knowing, and was able to freak me out and scare me like he did.I've dealt with the threats and blackmails from other Doms, but this was one step too far. Making somebody come to my home for force me into changing my Dom. It's quite fr

Back at work, finally out of my funk. I feel more positive. Still confused, but positive.I'm sat there at my desk typing out a letter for my boss, Mr Fray.Mind numbingly boring but it keeps my brain busy.Just as I press print, the office phone rings. I clear my throat and take my professional mode."Good morning, Mr Fray's office. How can I help you?" I speak politely."Lizzie? It's Holden!"I grin, hearing his bright voice."Hiya!! What's up?" I ask."I err... was err... calling to err..." He hesitates, stumbling over his words.It's cute!Adorable.I smile."Just say it, Holden." I murmur gently, trying to encourage him.I hear him down the line taking a deep breath. "I wanted to ask you on a date." He rushes out.I blush at the request."Ask me properly and you might get an answer." I tease.Holden chuckles slightly. "Sorry, I'm just a little nervous.""I was wondering if you'd like to go on a date with me?"I grin. "Yes Holden, I'd love to."After the the phone call, I sit ther