What the Ordinary KnowsThree weeks passed before I understood what I had lost.Not the gift. I knew about the gift. I had known the moment I woke on the floor of Harriet's room with a hole in my chest and the thin places sealed shut. What I had not understood was how much of my life had been built existing off it.I had known things without knowing how I knew them. When a storm was coming, I felt it in my teeth. When someone lied to me, the air around them went tight. When Harriet was about to do something dangerous, I had a moment's warning, a prickle at the back of my neck, a sense of not yet, not yet, wait and I learned to trust it the way you trust your hands.That was gone now. All of it. I was a woman in a house with a daughter and a garden and a coven that still came to tea, and I was exactly as blind to the world as everyone else.It was terrifying. It was also, in a way I had not expected, a relief.The first week, I slept. I had not slept properly in years, I realized not s
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