Lahat ng Kabanata ng Love or Lust: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

Day 3Yas POV The next morning, I woke up with his arm draped across my stomach and his mouth pressed against my shoulder blade.I lay there for a while, just listening to him breathe, feeling the weight of his body curled around mine. My thighs ached pleasantly from last night. The mirror scene kept replaying in my head. The way he had made me watch myself orgasm, then watched him eat me up too. It was so hot.‘A little fantasy of mine’ his words replayed in my head causing me to blush red as butterflies filled my belly.He was such a freak, my freak.I smiled into the pillow.Eventually I slipped out from under his arm and walked to the kitchen, wrapping one of the cabin's blankets around my shoulders. My legs were still a little shaky. I started pulling things out of the fridge, some strawberries, cream, chocolate we had bought on the way up. I honestly don’t know what I wanted to make, Dian is the one who mostly cooks.On cue, I heard his footsteps come down the steps

Day 3Yas POV We spent the rest of the morning sprawled on the couch, tangled up in the sheets and giving lazy kisses to each other. "You know what I'm in the mood for tonight?" Dian spoke up as his fingers traced lazy patterns on my thigh."More chocolate?" I grinned.He laughed. "Close. A club."I raised an eyebrow. "A club? Is there anyone nearby?”"I saw one on the drive up. Just outside town." He shifted, turning to face me better. "But here's the thing… I want to play a game.""I'm listening." I adjusted myself better."We go as strangers." His eyes lit up with that mischievous glint I knew too well. “We don't know each other. We meet there, we flirt, we pretend like we have never touched before."I sat up a little straighter. "Like a pickup?""Exactly like a pickup." He leaned in, his voice dropping. "I want to watch you dance with other people. I want to see someone else try to get your attention. And then I want to take you home like I just met you and fuck you like

Day 4Yas POV The morning sunlight hit my eyes through the curtains. I was still half-asleep when I felt Dian's arm tighten around my waist, pulling me closer against his chest.I laid there feeling the weight of Dian's arm across my waist, his breath warm against the back of my neck. My mind raced, as he drew circles on me.We were six fantasies down. We had done things I never imagined I would even ask for, never knew I wanted until he pulled them out of me. And each one has left me feeling more open, more raw and hungrier for the next.I was craving for another and this time, I wanted it to be my idea.I shifted in his arms, turning carefully so I could face him. His eyes were still closed and his face relaxed in sleep.I reached up, tracing my finger along his jawline, the stubble rough against my skin.His eyes fluttered open and a slow smile spread across his face."Morning," he murmured, his voice thick with sleep."Morning." I leaned in and kissed him softly. "I have

Still day four Yas POV The day seemed to be passing by slowly.Me and Dian were wrapped up in sleepy kisses and lazy touches, after our little film production.But something was off in my chest.Not a bad feeling, it was just... heavy.I noticed it in the smallest moments.When Dian stood in the kitchen barefoot and half-awake, making coffee in grey sweatpants while quietly humming to himself.When he caught me staring at him from the couch and smiled like it was some private joke between us.When he kissed my forehead absentmindedly while walking past, like touching me had become second nature to him.It scared me a little how normal this all felt.The word kept creeping into my head each time I looked at him.Love.I could never say it out loud though. I wasn’t even sure I was ready to admit it to myself yet, wasn’t sure if I was even allowed to feel it yet. But it was there, pressing against my ribs every time he looked at me.I tried to shake it off, told myself it was ju

Dian POV I woke up before she did. She was curled against my chest like she belonged there. Her hair was a mess, her lips slightly parted, and one hand rested flat against my stomach like she was anchoring herself to me even in sleep.I didn't move for a long time. I just watched her breathe.It was Day five.Two days left before this bubble popped and we had to figure out what the hell we were going back to. I didn't want to think about it yet, didn’t want to let the weight of reality to press on what we have at the moment. So instead, I focused on her. On the way her eyelashes framed her eyes, her beautiful button nose and heart shaped rosy lips.My eyes dropped down to her neck, then her chest, watching her breathe softly, and taking in the soft sound she made when she shifted closer. All of the things she did even unconsciously, turned me on. My body craved her, but I was patient because of what I had planned for today. Number nine on the list was going to be my pick, a