Dirty Little secrets のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 91 - チャプター 100

Ava Noah’s hand tightened in my hair right as his cock twitched hard against my tongue and I knew he was right there on the edge because his thighs started doing that shaky thing guys do when they are trying so hard not to blow it too soon. He was groaning all low and broken like every suck was killing him in the best way and muttering shit like “fuck you are too good at this” and I kept going harder just to hear him lose it a little more because at least when his dick was in my mouth I did not have to hear him judge me for Jax anymore or think about the giant mess my life had become.But then he yanked me off him with a wet pop that sounded way too loud in his quiet living room and I barely had time to wipe the spit off my chin before he hauled me up off my knees like I weighed nothing. His mouth crashed into mine all rough and desperate and I could taste myself on him mixed with the salty pre-cum still leaking from his tip and for a second I thought we were just going to keep it f

Ava Just help me, I muttered again, my voice all small and cracking like I was some scared kid instead of the same girl who had been mouthing off about stepbrother dick two minutes ago. My hands would not stop shaking as I pressed that stupid towel tighter between my legs. The blood was not gushing or anything dramatic, but it kept coming steady enough to soak through and make my thighs sticky and warm in the worst way. Noah looked like he had seen a ghost. His face was all pale and sweaty, and he kept running his fingers through his hair like if he did it hard enough the last ten minutes would rewind.He grabbed his shirt from the floor, yanked it on inside out, and then fumbled for his keys on the coffee table, knocking over a half-empty water bottle that rolled under the couch. “Fuck. Fuck. Okay, hospital. Clinic. Something. I am driving.” He sounded like he was talking to himself more than me, his words tumbling out fast and clipped. “You stay right there. Do not move. Press hard

NoahWe sat there in the clinic parking lot for a minute, engine still running, and I just stared at the paperwork in my lap. Ava kept wiping her eyes even though the tears had mostly stopped, sniffing every few seconds like she was trying to hold it together but failing hard. The relief from the ultrasound was still sitting weird in my chest, all mixed up with the guilt that made my stomach feel like someone punched it.“You know what,” I said, gripping the wheel tighter so my knuckles went white again. “We should just do the DNA test now. While we’re already here. Rip the bandaid off. No point dragging this out and making ourselves crazy for weeks.”Ava turned her head so fast her hair whipped across her face. “Right now? Like, today? Noah, the doctor just said it’s early. What if it’s not safe or something?”I shrugged, trying to sound way more chill than I felt. “My buddy works here. He’s a genetic counselor guy too. Does this stuff all the time for high risk cases. I can text him

Noah I put my hand on her knee for a second but she pulled away. “Listen. It is early. We can talk about options. Termination. It is safe. No one has to know. You do not have to keep a kid that might be your stepbrother’s. Think about it. Every time you look at the baby you will remember you fucked your own family. That shit will eat you alive.”Ava shook her head hard and started crying louder. “No! I am not killing it. This is my baby no matter who the dad is. Even if it is Jax’s I will keep it. He is family. Weird as hell but still. I will figure it out. I do not need you to tell me what to do.”Her voice got all wobbly and she kept sniffing. “You are such an asshole for even saying that. After today when you held my hand and said sorry a million times. Now you want me to terminate because it is not yours? Classic Noah. You only care when it suits you.”I sighed and ran my hand through my hair again. “I am trying to be realistic here. Come on Ava. Be smart. A kid from Jax? People

Ava “Fuck Ava your boobs feel bigger already,” she mumbled against my mouth, laughing a little. She pulled my shirt up fast and pushed my bra down. Then she leaned down and started sucking on one nipple, her tongue swirling around it. I gasped and grabbed her hair without thinking. It felt weird but good, this warm tingly feeling spreading through me.Riley pulled back for a second and looked up at me with wide eyes. “Wait… is that… milk?I seeer I stayed milk. .”I looked down and saw nothing, I started laughing, this real laugh mixed with leftover tears. “Oh my god stop. Don’t say it like that. It makes me sound like a damn cow. There’s nothing there. But Don’t stop though. It feels nice.”She grinned and went back to it, sucking harder now, her hand playing with the other one. I tilted my head back and closed my eyes for a bit. It was the first time since the clinic that I wasn’t thinking about Noah or the fake test or Jax. Just Riley’s mouth and her little moans. She was getting