Dirty Little secrets のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 81 - チャプター 90

Ava I laughed, but it came out sharp and mean. “What’s good about it? Seriously? You’re congratulating me like I won the lottery when all I did was win the idiot award.” My voice cracked right there and Riley squeezed my hand so hard I felt her nails.The doctor didn’t flinch. She just set the wand down and looked at me like she got it, like she’d sat in this chair a hundred times. “I clicked with you the second you walked in,” she said quietly, not for the nurse or anything, just us. “Girl to girl. No judgment here. Ever. You’ve got options. Keep it, terminate, adopt whatever fits. We can talk through all of it, no rush. But right now your numbers look solid. Healthy start if you want it.”I nodded because my throat closed up and words weren’t happening. Riley held on tighter, thumb rubbing my knuckles like she could rub the panic away. I shut down inside, just blank, letting the doctor print out stuff and hand me papers I didn’t read. She talked more about vitamins and follow-ups,

Ava We were both grinning like idiots, the tension cracking open into that stupid easy vibe we always had before everything got complicated. I kept my hand right there, pressing a little firmer, and I felt him twitch under the fabric. “And remember the beach?” I said, smirking. “Last summer when we ditched everyone and you got all jealous because that young doctor kept slightly flirting with me? He was like being lovey dovey and you were over there sulking in the sand like an old man. Kept saying ‘he’s too young for you’ while you were literally married. Hypocrite much?”Calder snorted, actual laugh lines showing up around his eyes. “He was hitting on you hard. Kept touching your arm every five seconds. I wanted to drown him in the ocean. And you just kept laughing at me like it was the funniest shit ever. Lovey-dovey my ass, you were torturing me on purpose.”“Damn right I was.” I squeezed a little harder through his pants and watched his face change, that bulge growing right under

Liv I wiped at my eyes because yeah they were leaking again and I hated it. “Fine. Sara. I accept it. Whatever. She’s Sara. But Kacy I’m serious, this resemblance thing is messing me up bad. Every time she cries it sounds like Ava throwing one of her fits when we were kids and I keep thinking what if she grows up and turns into that? What if the poison messed with her too somehow even though the doctors swear it didn’t? I almost died because of my own sister and now I’ve got this living copy staring at me like she’s waiting for me to love her the same way I love Saphira and I don’t know if I can yet. I don't want her to despise me the way I despise my mom. ”Kacy handed Sara back to Zoe quickly so he could grab both my hands and squeeze them tight. His voice dropped lower but it stayed steady. “I know. I saw your face in the ICU. I get it. The poisoning, the way your family just let it happen, the months of you being sick and scared, it’s all still right there. But this kid didn’t do

Ava "Normally . Sure. Because walking around leaking my stepbrother's cum is totally normal." I straightened up, legs wobbly, and shot him a glare. My stomach rolled again, that nausea hitting harder now, but I swallowed it down and forced a sarcastic smile. "You are going to get us both killed one day.""Worth it." He kissed my cheek quick and grabbed his coffee like he had not just bent me over the kitchen counter. Mom came down a minute later, hair wet, chatting about her day, and I sat there nodding along, thighs pressed tight together, feeling him drip out of me while she asked if I wanted eggs. I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time. Instead I just said, "Yeah, eggs sound great, Mom," in the most normal voice I could fake.The day dragged in that weird way where everything felt too loud and too quiet. Jax left for whatever fake professor things he did, texting me dumb shit like "thinking about round four" that made me snort . Evening rolled around and Mom decided to cook a

Ava My mouth went completely dry. I wanted to laugh it off or lie but the words would not come. “It is not what you think.”“Then explain it to me.” His eyes locked on mine and would not let go. “Because as a doctor I know exactly why someone would do that during sex. You are pregnant Ava.”“No I am not.” The denial came out automatic and weak.Noah just kept looking at me calm but clearly disappointed. “Your breasts are tender. I could feel it the second I touched them. The way you look pale, the nausea you are probably fighting. And now you are yanking hair? How far along are you?”I pushed at his chest but he caught my wrists gently and held them. Tears stung my eyes even though I blinked hard to stop them. “I do not know. A few weeks maybe. Fine. Yes. I am pregnant. Are you happy now?”He let my wrists go and sat back rubbing his face with both hands. “Not happy. Worried as hell. Why did you not just tell me straight instead of this whole seduction act?”“Because I suck at this o