The sun rises behind Nester’s burning body. Monday. I have class today. Dillon is supposed to teach it. What is it? Sparring, I think? It’s difficult to remember as I watch a man curdle in orange flames. Nester Rist is swallowed by fire. Torrents of black smoke try to call my attention, but somehow, even now, I cannot focus on Nester. I focus on the one thing shining brighter than any sun. Me. My entire body glows gold—my eyes, my hair, my skin. I don't dare look down at myself, afraid of this version I don’t truly recognize. All I know is… I almost died. Life was seeping out of me fast. I was so close to eternal darkness, or maybe I would have gone to my mum, I don't know, but then gold pulled me back. Always, always gold. I finally raise my face away from myself, staring out at the crowd. No one moves, and for a second, I think we’re all frozen in time. Maybe I am dead. Maybe this is my hell. To look at them forever. But then I glance at my boys, and the life in their e
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