~ Lena POV ~ “Surprise,” I whispered to the empty hallway, and the word tasted like a joke with no punchline. The door swung open before I could knock. I’d used my key. Of course I’d used my key, because this was my boyfriend’s apartment and I had a key and I’d spent forty minutes at the grocery store choosing between the good pasta and the better pasta because Ryan always said the good pasta was fine, but I knew he liked the better pasta, so I bought the better one. I was standing in the hallway with the better pasta and a bottle of red wine tucked under my arm, and the bedroom door was open, and the light was on, and there were sounds coming from inside that my brain refused to process for exactly three full seconds. Three seconds. Then I processed them. I didn’t scream. I didn’t drop the pasta. I walked four steps closer because some part of me, the stupid part, the part that still believed in better pasta, needed to be sure. I was sure. Ryan Blake, my boyfriend of two years,
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