~ Lena POV ~ Maya asked on a Wednesday evening, nine days before the gala.We were at her apartment, the familiar geography of it, the sofa with the good cushions and the kitchen that smelled like whatever she’d been cooking before I arrived and the specific ease of a space I’d been coming to since we were twenty-two and didn’t need to prepare for.She’d made pasta. We were eating it at her kitchen table with the particular lack of ceremony of two people who had been eating together for long enough that meals were just meals, not events. The city was doing its Wednesday evening outside her window and neither of us had been talking about anything consequential for the last forty minutes.Then she put down her fork.“Are you still in love with him,” she said.I looked at her.She said it the way she said everything important, without preamble, without the softening architecture of a lead-in, just the question, clean and direct, dropped into the middle of the ordinary evening like somet
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