Todos os capítulos de Aria (The Complete Aria Series): Capítulo 21 - Capítulo 30

Previously on AriaAria finally settled down and married the love of her life, or is he? She went through so much confusion in the past year and now she is with child. Is the baby to the man she married? Will we ever find out? Aria has come a long way and she cannot turn back now. Move along, Aria, get this life on the road!Life has been crazy over the past several months. I met Antonio, a gorgeous man, just randomly at the coffee shop in town. He was pretty amazing in every aspect. My best friend Chad, as great as he usually is, gave my number to a man named Albert. Albert started out a great, wonderful looking gentleman. Until he wasn’t. Albert seemed a little psycho. Kind of like the hot, psycho stalker type that you know is wrong for you, but you don’t want to be right. That had me quite messed up for awhile and I finally was able to settle down with just one. I finally made my choice, was it a good one? I think so.Antonio and I found out that we were pregnant. I

It’s been two weeks since we lost our little Angelo. I’ve had zero desire to do anything. Thankfully my instructions were to rest, that’s what I’ve been doing. I cannot believe that I have been pregnant for the past seven months and now I’m not and I have no baby here with me. All I’ve wanted to do has been cry. Something that I’ve never wanted ever in life, and now it’s all I think about. I’m pretty sure that after this loss, I’ll be back to not wanting children, ever. It’s definitely not in the cards for me. And that is okay.Antonio has been wonderful taking care of me. He’s been there every step of the way. Thankfully a few months ago we redesigned one of our spare rooms into a studio for him to design and be able to work from home. This saves trips into the city for both of us. He still has his office in the city but works most days from home.I’m laying in bed and hear a knock at the bedroom door. Why would Antonio be knocking? “Yes?”As the door opens, I see a man

Thanksgiving is over, my friends have returned home. Austin has returned home. Antonio’s body has returned to the local funeral parlor. Over the past week I have been dealing with phone calls and emails about Antonio’s death. No one seems to have boundaries. This is my husband. I’ve tried to stay off of the computer, even to check email because of seeing all the news. “Antonio Anderson death”, “Antonio Anderson passes away, age 43”, “Antonio Anderson died in a horrific car crash”, “Mrs. Anderson moves on without Mr. Anderson”. No Mrs. Anderson didn’t move on, why are they so grimy?As I’m preparing to say my final goodbyes, not only to Antonio, but to Angelo as well, I’m doing my best to hold it together. Chad is here helping me. I’m finally in a boot and off the crutches. Apparently the sprain was a little worse than what they thought and what should have healed by now, hasn’t and I was placed in a boot for the next two weeks.Chad is driving me to the funeral home for the

A couple days go by since the radio interview and quick stop at the bank. I’m in town today to see Antonio’s accountant. Dr. Josh has since been back at work the past few days but always texts me to check up on me and make sure I’m doing alright. As I’m sitting in the lounge waiting for the accountant to see me, I’m really interested to see what is going to happen today. Seeing that large sum of money currently sitting in my bank account already from the life insurance check, wow, that is really all I can say. Having the career that I do, I’m not a fool when it comes to money and savings and large account sums, but this is by far something new. I’m scrolling through my phone, I really shouldn’t be because all I can see are memories of Antonio. Photos, texts, it’s all there to remind me of just how Antonio was with me. I came across a photo of us at the hospital when Angelo was born. Oh my sweet baby, my boys. I feel the tears starting to well up in my eyes, I really need to not hav

After spending a great Christmas with the crew and Josh, I’m now ready to bring in the new year. I’ve never really had a new romance around a holiday such as Christmas, but it was nice. Josh got me a necklace with a diamond, I definitely wasn’t expecting such a radiant gift so early in our relationship. I got Josh a very nice new watch. What exactly do you get a new romance that isn’t more than a month old? I didn’t even get a chance to spend Christmas with my Antonio.Over the past week I have been practicing the set for New Year’s Eve’s show. I have three sets, one full song and two mixes. This should be fun. Josh finally gets to see me in my not so natural element. I’m still trying to get used to singing and performing, not just writing.Josh will be accompanying me to Nashville for the show and bringing in the new year with me. I’m really excited to spend even more time with him. I’m nervous about the media though. Is it too soon to be seen out in public with a new “lo