The floor is wet. Sarah's hands are red. The baby is coming anyway.Not here.Not in this sub with black water leaking through two patched seams and Sarah kneeling in blood and old seawater, her sleeves rolled to the elbow, her hands bare because the gloves tore on the first push.The air smells of ozone, salt, copper, sweat, rubber, and the cheap lemon chemical from the emergency wipes.I hate the lemon most. It feels insulting.Sarah has blood on both wrists to the elbow.Mine. Maybe hers too.The sub rocks under each pressure shift, and every time it rocks she plants her knee harder into the floor and keeps the baby from arriving onto metal.“Again,” Sarah says.“No.”“Yes.”“I said no.”“Your body voted.”The contraction answers for me.I push because not pushing is no longer a thing.Pain tears the world into strips
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