Léo's POV I sat in the car longer than I needed to before I actually turned the key, staring at the applicant photo clipped to the top of the file stack on the passenger seat, not really seeing it anymore. I didn't know why I was stalling. I told myself it was the applications, that I needed quiet to think properly about the panel's shortlist, and that was true, partly. But if I was honest with myself, and I'd been trying to be more honest with myself lately, a habit I'd picked up somewhere in the last year without deciding to, I was stalling because I didn't want to go home yet and have to explain why I'd been quiet all evening. I drove anyway, out past the edge of the city, no destination, just needing the road under me and the radio off. I pulled over at a wide shoulder overlooking farmland going green at the edges, cut the engine, and sat there with my hands still on the wheel, knuckles pale, gripping harder than the stationary car required. I thought about readiness. Not the
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