Elena's POV Someone's shoulder clipped mine hard enough to spin me half around, and my whole body went rigid before my mind caught up, some old alarm firing off before I'd even registered what had actually happened. A man in a rush, phone pressed to his ear, already three steps past me and offering nothing back over his shoulder, not an apology, not a glance. I stood there a second longer than the moment warranted, heart going too fast, my hand pressed flat against my own sternum like I could physically hold the reaction down. "You're fine," I said, out loud, to no one, and made myself keep walking. That was new too, the talking to myself out loud on the street, some habit I'd picked up without deciding to, a way of narrating my own body back into calm when it wanted to bolt for no real reason. Nobody around me seemed to notice or care. Verlaine moved fast and grey around me, heads down, everyone trying to get somewhere warmer than where they currently stood, and I let myself becom
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