All Chapters of BEHIND THE MASK (DARK ROMANCE): Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

“Shame is a collar they give you young. I didn’t know how good it would feel to take it off.”I remember the first time I had sex.I didn’t want it.And James didn’t care.He moaned in pleasure while I cried beneath him.I also remember my mother’s words about sex:“It’s not for you to enjoy,” she said. “Just make sure your husband is satisfied.”I nodded. But something in me wanted to scream.My name is Mariam. I grew up in a deeply religious home. My mother never questioned my father. She obeyed, submitted, stayed silent. I was raised to follow her footsteps.But deep down, I hated it.I craved freedom. I despised the idea of living my entire life under someone else’s control.There was always something different in me. I knew it.I had wet dreams I was too scared to talk about. I would wake up soaked, heart racing, filled with guilt and shame. I didn’t understand what my body was trying to tell me. I only knew it felt… good.Sometimes, while shaving my pussy, I would run my fingers

Scared I was exposed. I got up quickly and hid away the package I got and went to freshen up. I was panicking so bad, thinking: who was this person? Who saw me? I had a lot of questions, and I needed to uncover this secret. Nobody was supposed to find out about my secret.James got back. I kept on waiting for him to talk about it, but he never did. Didn’t James find out? What if he drove me out of the house? Would I be happy? On second thought, I’d be homeless because I’m sure even my parents wouldn’t want me. I know my family.I had to protect my secret at all costs. I also thought about telling James myself, all I’ve been up to these past few days, but I decided against it. But none of my imagination came to pass, and we ate silently. I quickly left the dining room because I needed to figure this out.I texted Jessica and asked if she got me any package. She said no, then asked if I got anything and wanted to know the content of the package. But I couldn’t bring myself to tell her,

I wanted things to work between James and I. I wanted so badly for him to see me as more than just a woman he married, more than just a possession he could bring out, decorate, fuck, and tuck away when he was done. Maybe if he ever looked at me like I mattered, like I had desires too, I wouldn't have fallen this far.Maybe I wouldn’t have ended up in some stranger’s lap, soaking my panties, a man’s hand down there, and my moans swallowed by music.But I was here. And James was already close. Jessica ran up to him, causing a distraction just as the man slipped his hand out. I breathed a sigh of relief.I got up and left the table. I walked straight to the bathroom. I felt James’s eyes on me till I stepped inside, and then my knees buckled. I needed to think. I needed to breathe. What just happened was so close. Too close. And Jessica coming at that exact time... was it just coincidence?I didn’t know who to trust anymore. I was alone. I couldn’t confide in anybody. I hated this so muc

After it was over, I lay there stunned, the taste of guilt ,I could taste her on my tongue, even as she moaned and my juice still on my body I knew I had cross another boundary of mine I looked at her face ,what would she say.I wondered if the masked man had watch this did it make him hard .What the fuck did I just do? Reality hit me hard as text came in from the church women group.I stared at the ceiling, panting, exhausted . My body relaxed in some kind of way , but my heart is twisted. I had just let a woman lick my pussy and not just any woman Jessica and I had moaned, begged, had multiple orgasm. I wanted to say it didn’t mean anything, that it was just a task. That it was for him. But I couldn’t deny how my body had opened up, how Jessica’s tongue made me lose control.I got up without a word. My knees are still shaky, my lips swollen. I didn’t even look at her anymore .“Mariam…” Jessica whispered, still breathless on the bed. Her voice was soft, needy. “I have never wanted a

That night I didn’t sleep much.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Jessica on her knees between my thighs, the way her tongue danced in my mouth , how she licked my pussy circled me slowly before plunging in like she owned my body. I could still feel the weight of her hands gripping my thighs, forcing me open, keeping me still while she devoured me like it was something holy.How my body opened up to her and my Moans .I wasn’t holy. I was ashamed. I was soaked in it. I touched myself again that night, but it wasn’t enough. My body wanted more. Not just the sex. The control. The commands. The danger.By morning, I was already wet.A package was waiting for me by the door. No name, no delivery slip, but I didn’t need one as I already knew who got access to me and it made my pussy ting in anticipation .My hands trembled as I opened it.Inside was a sleek, curved toy. Deep black. Shiny. Wicked. There was a note.“A reward. Put it in. Do not cum. You’ll wear it until I say otherwise.”My