CLAIRETuesday morning, Julian was already awake when my alarm went off, he sat on the edge of the bed, his head in his hands."Did you sleep at all?" I asked."A few hours," he said.I got up and wrapped my arms around him from behind. "Today is going to be the hardest day yet," I said quietly."I know," Julian replied. "They're showing the video.""You don't have to watch it again," I said. "You could step out when they play it."Julian shook his head. "I need to be there," he said. "If I leave, it looks like I can't handle it.""No one would blame you," I assured him."I would blame me," Julian said firmly.We got ready in silence, I chose a navy dress, simple and professional. Julian wore the same dark suit from yesterday, at breakfast, neither of us could eat."You should try," I encouraged, pushing toast toward him."I can't," Julian said. "My stomach is in knots.""Mine too," I admitted.At eight thirty, Marcus picked us up. The drive to the courthouse felt longer today, every
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