I cannot sleep. Again. It is becoming a pattern, and I do not know how to break it. Midnight comes, and I am wide awake, staring at the ceiling, thinking about Derek and the gallery and the way Alexander held his hand at my back like he was holding me in place. Like he wanted me there. Not because the contract required it. Because he chose it.I get out of bed. Pull on the grey cashmere robe. Go downstairs to the kitchen because maybe tea will help. Maybe anything will help. The kitchen is dark except for the under-cabinet lighting. I find the kettle. Fill it with water. Set it on the stove, turn on the burner, and try to quiet my mind.I do not hear him come in. I just feel the shift in the air, and then Alexander is standing in the doorway in dark pants and a white T-shirt and bare feet. His hair is messed. He looks human. Real."I am sorry," I say. "I did not mean to wake you.""You did not. I do not sleep much."He crosses the kitchen. Stands beside me at the counter. Close enough
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