“What’s happening to me?” The words slipped out as I pressed my back harder against the cold stone wall of the secure hall. My chest heaved. My skin felt too tight, like something inside me was trying to push its way out. During the attack, something had completely taken hold of me. I felt every wolf fighting outside like strings vibrating through my bones. Each snarl, each clash of bodies, each burst of pain from the pack-bond hit me like it was my own body taking the hits. The fear, the anger, the determination of every single wolf out there flooded into me all at once. The urge to respond, to let whatever lived inside me rise and answer them, had been so overwhelming I thought I would break apart right there in front of everyone. So I pressed myself against the inner wall, hands flat at my sides, nails digging into my palms. I held on. I breathed. In and out. Slow and deliberate. I did not let go of whatever it was that wanted to come out. I held it back with everything I had,
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