All Chapters of what we shouldn't be: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

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KENZ POV CHAPTER ONE "Fuck Jeremy,” I moaned as his hands slowly slid lower. The kiss was the most erotic thing I'd ever felt.He pulled his top up, and I saw the most perfectly carved body.“Get on your knees,” he commanded with his calm but deep voice.I reached out for his trousers, maintaining deep eye contact like the world was going to end if I looked away.Carefully, I took his zip down, and then…“Kenz! Kenz!”Mrs. Chaperone’s voice snapped me out of it.“What’s so special outside the window that you can’t take your eyes away from?” she asked in her usual grumpy, dry voice.“Oh… I’m sorry, ma’am. I didn’t realize I was drifting off,” I replied, realizing I had been daydreaming through the entire class.“Well, you might as well drift out of the classroom. It’s been over for about ten minutes,” she said, picking up her handbag to leave.I looked around the classroom. It was empty.Fuck, how long was I out? My cheeks burned with embarrassment as I recalled I had been fantasizin

ONE LAST SEXCAPADE

Kenz’s POV Chapter TWO I stared at the text for so long, not knowing what to do. Why the hell was Jeremy texting me? He had ignored me completely after spending the entire summer together, yet those few words he sent shifted something in me, and I really hated it. I finally decided to reply, not warmly, just cold and short. “What?” I was not the vulnerable Kenz of last year. I was about to turn off my phone when he sent another text. “Woah, one word replies? Doesn’t sound like my bunny.” Fuck, I was irritated to my guts, yet I just could not ignore him. “Bunny.” I hated that name so much. It reminded me of how stupid and easy I was. I used to like it when he called me that, but now? It just sent shivers of disgust through me. I shoved my phone into my pocket, then stood up to leave. My reflection in the mirror caught my attention. Pale, brown, and lean. I looked like there had been a zombie apocalypse attack on me, but it did not matter. Nobody would care eithe

YOU'RE LEAVING GREENVILLE??

Kenz's POV Chapter THREE “Shit,” I muttered under my breath. Jeremy pulled away from me so fast it almost made me laugh, but it would be stupid to do that with my situation right now. “Kenz?” my sister called again from outside my door. My stomach dropped. I was as good as dead. Ellie was a full time chatterbox. If she saw Jeremy with me, I would be completely done for. Jeremy looked around the room like he was planning an escape route. Then he pointed toward my closet. “Oh my God, absolutely not.” He rolled his eyes. “What? Scared of something, or you got way better ideas?” Another knock hit the door, harder this time. “Kenz, open up!” I grabbed Jeremy by the wrist and shoved him toward the bathroom instead. He nearly slipped trying not to hit the wall. “Hurry up,” I whispered. The second the door clicked shut behind him, I opened my bedroom door just enough to peek through. “What do you want?” My sister squinted immediately. “Why do you look like that?”

THE BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING

KENZ POVCHAPTER FOUR I barely slept. Every time I closed my eyes, all I could see was the email. Freedom. New York. Life outside Greenville. It was as if my daydreams had finally come to pass. The thought alone gave me butterflies in my stomach. I couldn’t explain how excited I was, but at the same time, I was anxious. I sat on the edge of my bed at 4 a.m., staring at my phone for the hundredth time. The word “CONGRATULATIONS” still felt unreal. Jeremy had left an hour ago, but his expression was still stuck in my head. “What am I going to do when you’re gone?” I hated how guilty that made me feel because, for the first time in nineteen years, I chose myself. The next morning, the entire house smelled like toast and orange juice, which were my favorites. Gospel music played loudly downstairs because my mum believed there was never a day gospel music should not be heard. I dragged myself downstairs sluggishly as usual. My father sat at the dining table reading

NEW YORK, NEW RULES

CHAPTER FIVEKENZ POVI finally arrived in New York. The moment I stepped out of the plane reality suddenly hitme.I was in New York and not on my bed dreaming about it.It felt unreal. The city I had dreamt of living in for years is finally here. I was finally in theplace I felt was going to make me free. I followed the crowd through the airport terminal, theplace was enormous. People passed me by quickly with designer suitcases and werefloated with expensive scents. Everything moved so fast even faster than Greenville. Idropped my handbag and checked my phone to see if I got any messages..For some reason I couldn’t help but stare at Jeremy’s chat, he had been running throughmy mind throughout the flight. I quickly turned off my phone . This was a fresh start, achance to finally choose myself and leave the past where it should be.I grabbed my box heading towards the arrival section. As soon as I got off the elevatormy heart raced. What if I don’t recognize The Alexis ? I b

BEHIND CLOSED DOORS

CHAPTER SIX KENZ’S POV I lay on my bed, replaying the scene that had just happened.I couldn't deny that I was scared. What would have happened if I wasn't there?Shit. I should stop thinking about that. He's fine now, and that's all that matters.As much as I tried to, I couldn't just stop thinking about it. That was the most vulnerable state I had seen him in, even though it's been less than twenty four hours since I got here.I contemplated going back to check on him, but every time I raised my head, something in me told me to mind my business.I finally gathered the courage to go to his room. Why was I even scared? He's literally about the same age as me.Except he was more muscular, calmer, had a deeper voice, and of course, was extremely cold.Nevertheless, I was going to check on him. It was the only way I could go to bed peacefully.I walked through the passage and finally stopped in front of his door.I should have just stayed in bed. I couldn't knock anyway. What was I

LOST AND FOUND

CHAPTER SEVENLOST AND FOUND KENZ’S POV“First day, huh?”I turned immediately.“It looks like you’re trying to solve an equation.”The voice was soft and casual, like she had already figured out I was lost. I was curious to know who it was.And there she was. A 5’3 petite girl, holding a Chanel bag with one hand and a small iced matcha in the other. She looked expensive and smelled really good.“Yeah, I am…” I chuckled nervously. “Is it too obvious?”She glanced over me and smiled.“You look like someone who’s been walking in circles for ten minutes.”“Well, apparently I have.”That made her laugh.“You’ve been standing on that spot for ten minutes now.”“Is that an observation, or are you just stalking me?”“Both. It depends on how attractive you are.” She winked.Woah.That wasn’t what I expected.I tried brushing off my smile, but still, her rizz caught me off guard.“Hey, I’m Fiona,” she said, reaching out for a handshake. “And you are?”“Oh, uh… I’m Kenz.”“Well, congratulation

AREN'T YOU DISAPPOINTED AlREADY

Chapter 8 Kenz's POV The house was unusually quiet when I entered. It was already 9 p.m., yet no one was home. Shit, did I miss something? Fiona convinced me to stay longer with her and dragged me through the entirety of New York. I had lost track of time since she was quite a fun person. "Where the hell have you been?" A cold voice came from the top of the stairs. It was Dan. His emerald-green eyes looked furious, like he was about to explode or something, but his body movements stayed calm as he walked down the stairs. I tried so hard to hide the little ounce of fear in my eyes. I mean, who wouldn't be afraid of a muscular guy walking towards you in total fury? He reached the bottom of the stairs and stopped. "Do you know what time it is?" he thundered, his voice deep yet loud enough to echo through the entire mansion. "Umm... I'm sorry. I was out with someone," I stuttered, trying to hold my composure. "Out with someone already? On your first day in this city, you didn't

BEHIND THE ANGER

CHAPTER NINE BEHIND THE ANGER KENZ POV If I could remember, breakfast wasn’t supposed to be this tense. Mr Alexis sat at the head of the table scanning through his emails, while Mrs Alexis tried to keep the atmosphere light by bringing up little discussions. As usual Dan looked as if he’d rather be somewhere else. He wasn’t indulging in any of the conversations that were thrown at him. “ Since Kenz is still settling in and hasn’t met New York's potential fully yet,” Mrs Alexis began “ I feel it’s best if Dan takes him to school every morning,” Mrs Alexis added while sipping a bottle of orange juice. Mr Alexis concurred. “ That’s a fantastic idea!,” “ At least bonds would be built” Dan’s spoon paused half way to his mouth. “ no” “ I'm not doing that mum, I have practice” “ And did I say it was a question?” Mrs Alexis said,eager to know what Dan had to say. “ I'm not a chauffeur..” “ I have work to do, I'm not doing that.” “ Didn't realize you wer

TWISTED FEELINGS

DAN’S POVFuck! Why did I even do that?Why was I talking to him like that? I should have just covered up and shut the fuck up, but no. I had to run my stupid mouth to him. Now I’m some pitiful piece of shit?I had never opened up to anyone like this. I was so comfortable and vulnerable. I should have sent him away while I could, but I didn’t. I just gave my whole self away.I can fix this. I can avoid him. I can just… disappear from his sight.How would I even do that?I’m now his chauffeur, all thanks to my eager mother, who wouldn’t get over the fact that she finally had the son she wanted me to be.My phone buzzed, and a caller ID popped up.It was Coach.What did he want at this time?I picked up the phone and answered.“Hello.”Suddenly, an eager voice came through.“Dan! Dan, my boy! Haha, we made it! We friggin’ made it! We’re going to Boston, son. We’re playing in Boston next season, seven months from now.”“Huh? Boston? Seven months? That’s… that’s crazy, Coach,” I said, try

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