My chest tightened slightly. "What did your mom say?""She said she wants to see me." Cole scrunched up his little face. "But I don't really want to. The last time she came, she smelled weird, and she was kind of mean."I ruffled his hair. "Then you don't have to see her. You can wait until you're ready.""Dad," Cole asked softly as he leaned against me, "did Mom do something really bad?"I was quiet for a moment before deciding to be honest. "Yes. She hurt me, and she hurt our family.""Then I don't want to love her anymore." Cole wrapped his arms around my neck. "I only love you, Dad."My eyes stung, but I didn't let the tears fall."Cole, you're allowed to love your mom, and you're allowed not to. That's your choice. The only thing I hope is that when you grow up, you never lose yourself because of someone else."Cole nodded, only half understanding.On the drive home, the sun was setting, bathing the city in golden light. While waiting at a red light, I happened to glanc
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