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Tha making

Last Updated : 2026-06-23

Mae….The becoming

As we walked out the door the once empty porch was crowded with teens shooting dice and kids surrounding a tv playing the game. "Ki what you got on" I hear my brother Scoot say face confused looking me up and down. "She look good don't she?" Mae says once again adding lip gloss to her lips. " If you say so" Scoot says returning to the boys playing the game. “I got next.” He said excited. "Scoot I'll be right back, I'm going to the store for Ms. Marie" I say as Mae locks arms with me and starts to walk down the stairs. “Girl he ain’t paying you no mind he too busy in that game.” Mae said walking down the steps. "Hey who dis is Mae?" A boy standing watching the dice game says pointing towards me. "Oh this Ki my new best friend" she says walking through the dice game throwing her hips from side to side. "Aye let me talk to her.” He said looking at me smiling. " Talk I'm listening." I say tilting my head trying to hold the heavy bamboo earrings I let Mae put in my ear

Last Updated : 2026-06-24

Martez

"Aye Quincy" Mae yelled pulling me towards a group of boys "What up shorty" the boy yelled back "that's Marie son that's all me" Mae said smiling ear to ear swaying her hips harder than before She walked past the group of boys and hugged the tallest one wrapping her arms around his waist Quincy was 5’9, skin the color of dark chocolate he was handsome in a way that you just knew he got girls but Mae had no problem putting any of the neighborhood girls in they place over him. “ Aye who yo friend.” He says finally noticing me walk up. “Oh this Ki, Stacy niece. She gone be here for the summer.” She says walking back to me “She my new best friend” she said grabbing my arm “What ever happen to Bionca “ one of the other boys say. Quincy shot him a look that let him know to kill the conversation “That bitch better not show her face or imma give her 2 more black eyes” Mae says unlocking our arms placing her hands firmly on her hips letting him know she means business.

Last Updated : 2026-06-24

Lust

“Oh my god, Mae!” I squill, falling onto her bed. “Whaaaatt!” she says, sitting beside me, excited. “I don’t know. He made my heart beat fast, and I got this feeling…” I start to say, feeling embarrassed. “He got your panties wet!” she states, laughing so hard she falls back on the bed. “What do you mean?” I say, looking at her, confused. “Wait you never…” she started and stopped “Never even kissed a boy” I said to finish her thought “Ki….” She says as she gets up to lock the door “ ok come here she says patting the bed on the side of her. I slide over crossing my legs. Not knowing what to expect “Girl imma teach you some stuff ok” she says wiping the lip gloss off her lips Confused and embarrassed I shake my head while looking down “Ok kiss me” she says sitting beside me “show me what you got” Nervous I lean in trying to remember what I’ve seen in the movies I’ve watched. I kiss her lips softly and pull away Mae burst into laughter once again “umm no”

Last Updated : 2026-06-25

M.I.A

“Come here ma” I hear as I walk onto the porch. I look up and see Tez on a bike in the middle of the street “What’s up Tez, how long you been out here” I say as I walk over to him smiling “ Long enough. Why you ain’t been outside” he says before giving me a hug “You ain’t been out when I step out so what I’m coming out for” I say with my hands on my hips and a bit of sass “I see Mae rubbing off on you” he says half smiling “So where you been? It’s been 3 days and you been M.I.A” I say pouting “Been around taking care of business” he says not looking at me “Whatever” I say pouting “You missed me ma” he says with a smile coving his entire face. “Hey Tez” I hear Mae say as she walks up to where we are standing “What’s up Mae” he says not really acknowledging her “yall popping out to netta party tonight?” He asks grabbing my hand “If Stacy say it’s cool” I say looking to Mae “You need to make that happen ma. I wanna see you tonight, and make sure you dress

Last Updated : 2026-06-25

Tezmanian devil

As we walk through the doors of the party I can’t help but look around trying to spot Tez “They ain’t here yet” Mae says picking up a cup off the table “let’s dance” she say grabbing my hand leading me towards the music “Hey lil mama” I hear a familiar voice come up behind me “can I dance with you” he says grabbing my waist as I pull away “Move ace don’t you see we dancing” Mae yells over the music pushing him back He grabs my waist again pulling me to him. I turn around and push him back against the wall “stop grabbing me damn” I spit walking away “Bitch I’m just trying holla at you, who you walking away fro…” he’s cut off when Tez grabs him and throws him to the ground punching and kicking him. Quincy joins in as people start to run. I’m frozen in place watching Tez throw blow after blow “Don’t ever touch her again fuck boy” Tez says kicking him in the face “Come on before blue boys show up” Mae says pulling Quincy out the door Tez grabs my hand and pulls me out the

Last Updated : 2026-06-25

Freedom

Walking into the kitchen in my own little world humming Mario you should let me love you, I quickly stop as I see Marie talking to Tez while he eats a bowl of cereal. I put my head down as I take a seat in the corner waiting on Marie to tell me what she needed me to do to pay off my debt for the outfit I wanted for my birthday. “I heard yall was over there fighting a couple nights ago at that party.” She says dumping her cigarette into the already full ashtray I slowly get up to dump it as I flash back to the look on Tez face when he was in that zone “Nothing to worry about Marie had to get a point across” he states giving that half smile “Yea ok.” Marie says grabbing the ashtray out of my hands smiling. “ is you and Lydia into it or something.” She asks looking at him with her eyebrow raised “Nah we good, why you ask that?” He says putting more fruit loops into his mouth “You been here a couple days now and you been in the house most of the time just making sure.” She say

Last Updated : 2026-06-26

3way love affair

“Mae” I call out as I approach her door. I could hear her music playing and her singing as I began to knock on her door. “Who is it” she yells over the music “It’s Ki” I say as I hear her unlock the door Standing in nothing but a towel she turns to her closet. “What u doing?” I ask laying across her bed “Feeding baby birds” she says annoyed “what does it look like, im trying to find something to wear” “What’s your problem?” I ask sitting up annoyed “Oh you notice me” she says not even looking at me “I guess as long as Tez ain’t around you remember I’m here huh” she says wiping her face Jealousy was new to me. I had never felt it or seen it so her attitude and mood swings finally made sense. “Mae, you do know you can talk to me right” I say grabbing her hand “Oh really like u been talking to me” she snaps snatching her hand away “What you mean? I always talk to you.” I say confused “Oh really like telling me you gone fuck Tez on your birthday” she yells turnin

Last Updated : 2026-06-26

Fight

“Fuck, come on” Mae says grabbing a bat and crow bar from behind the apartment door, before running up the stairs and out the front door. “ Here ki take the bat if they fighting just swing, and try not to hit Quincy or his guys” she says handing me the bat Looking at her while we run, I could tell this was something that shes use to. We follow the screams towards the end of the next block. There’s people every where I see Quincy grabbing someone off of someone. “Mae over there” I yell pointing in his direction as she take of running swinging the crowbar I continue looking around I see Ace and three other boys standing over Tez as one of the boys hand Ace a knife everything happened in slow motion I ran to them swinging the bat hitting Ace in the back of his head he falls beside Tez. “Bitch get away from my brother” the tallest boy says as he snatch the bat giving Tez time to jump up and tackle him as I ran for the bat the other boy punches me n the eye. As I fall I see Mae run ove

Last Updated : 2026-06-26

Makeup and kisses

“Sit still” Mae fusses at me “But it hurts” I shoot back grabbing her hands from dabbing makeup on my eye again “Beauty hurts” she replied while laughing “And imma braid your hair for your birthday, so we gotta hit the beauty supply” she says turning me towards the mirror “You can barely tell it’s bruised” I say looking at myself in the mirror “Girl you got skills” I say hugging her “Yea when yo mama crackhead ass husband thinks she’s a punching bag you learn how to cover up a lot. “ she says putting the make up away Mae had never talked about how she got here and why she didn’t stay with her mother. She never really talked about her mom “You wanna talk about it? I asked looking at her through the mirror. “You don’t wanna hear that story” she says fake laughing “I wanna know everything about you.” I say turning around “Well I been with Marie for ten years now.” She starts walking over to sit on her bed “ my mom got married to this dude from round the way name Alf

Last Updated : 2026-06-26

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