Semua Bab Confessions of a lover: Bab 101 - Bab 106

“So Marie, ma didn’t say what this was all about?” I asked staring out the window as we ride in silence. “No she just said she had information and she didn’t wanna talk over the phone.” Marie explained. “Don’t think the worse. Let’s just get to her first.” Shadow said looking back giving me a head nod. “Yea just don’t like Ma being all the way North that close to him alone.” I said glancing over a Q. “ you good bro.” “Yea just thinking.” He whispered. “What about?” I asked watching Marie and shadow start their own conversation. “How we go about getting to Curko.” He said causing everyone to listen. “What you thinking.” Shadow asked turning down the music. “Ok we all know his weakness is greed and power. And as much as I hate to admit ki was right he wants the Fort, because he don’t know what Uncle Marty hid there, for all he knows it a boatload of money and documents on him the cops unc had on payroll and all of you right?” He said looking between Shadow and Marie

“You ok?” I asked watching Ki pace back and forth. “Yea just thinking.” She responded without looking up. “What you thinking about?” I asked watching her look at the door then over to me. “Thinking about what Quincy said.” She said putting her hands on her hips. “Do you think it’s something wrong with me?” “What do you mean?” I asked reaching for her to come sit next to me. “Everyone seems to think I’m some type of sociopath.” She said finally stopping to look at me. “Ok to be honest, you have changed a lot but these past couple months a lot has happened but it’s like the only thing you think about is hurting people and it’s a bit scary.” I explained hoping my honesty won’t make her mad. “I don’t think I changed that much.” She said looking down at her stomach. “I wouldn’t lie to you, you were never like this.” I said grabbing her hands. “Like what have I done?” She asked concerned. “You were obsessed with watching your mom go crazy. Granted she deserved it,

“Talk to me.” Tez whispered as he held me tight as I cried. “I don’t even know where to start.” I said pulling away to sit on the bed. “Tell me why you’re crying.” He asked as there’s a knock on the door. “Can I open the door?” Tez asked looking at me. “Ki can I talk to you please?” Shadow called from the other side of the door. “I don’t care.” I whispered rolling my eyes as I climb up the bed. “I know how that sounded out there.” He said walking into the room. “Sounded like you had two kids, one who knew you was they daddy and one who didn’t, and you chose to be around the one who didn’t.” I said nonchalant. “I know it seemed that way, and I swear to you on my twin it wasn’t.” He said closing the door. “So please explain how was it? Explain where I’m confused or got the wrong idea.” “Ok, you’re not exactly wrong. But it’s not that I didn’t wanna be with you or spend time with you.” He said walking past Tez. “Ok so it wasn’t like that or it was? I’m confused.”