Orion My four paws morphed into hands and feet as I stumbled to a stop. A thick sheen of sweat coated my body, muscles rippling beneath my skin as bolts of breath fell past my lips like heavy weights eager to follow the laws of gravity.I rested my hand on the thick, scaly bark of a tree, head tipping as I attempted to control the thoughts rattling around my brain—as I tried to order them, compose them, compartmentalise them. Yet, no matter how much I tried, those thoughts remained in complete disarray on the floor of my mind, mocking me.“Get yourself together,” Diesel growled, chastising me for the hundredth time within the hour.The moment I disconnected the call, a panic attack like no other captured me in its vice grip. No amount of breathing exercises slowed my raging heart, no coping mechanism eased the sensation of wanting to peel my flesh back piece by bloodied piece. It was then Diesel took over, driving my feet out of my bedroom and into the forest where he forced a shift
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