Her words slammed into my brain like a physical blow, making my lungs feel entirely starved of oxygen. You will be the death of him. The heavy envelope of cash lay on the gray sheets between us, a stark, terrifying ticket back to the regular world. My mind went completely chaotic, a violent war of emotions ripping through my chest. Part of me, the fragile civilian girl who used to bake bread in the sunshine, wanted to grab the money and run. I wanted to escape the heavy leather cuts, the terrifying gunshots, and the suffocating possessiveness that kept me trapped under his thumb. But as I looked at the dark bedroom, as I felt the deep, empty ache inside my core where his heavy release was still drying against my skin, I realized the absolute, terrifying truth. I couldn't leave. I was completely, utterly ruined for the regular world. I loved the monster. I needed the solid, bruising weight of his arms to keep me anchored to this earth, and the thought of running away into the cold,
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