It was past midnight by the time I returned to the apartment.I pushed open the bedroom door, pulled open the closet, and threw my coats and dresses into my suitcase one by one.I pulled open the drawer of the nightstand and dug out my usual ointments, a few lipsticks, and, hidden in the deepest corner, a custom cigar box.Opening the box, I found a thick stack of receipts from every meal we'd ever split, and a pile of Polaroids.The little pasta place from our first date. I paid for half.For our third anniversary, he gave me a cashmere scarf. The return receipt was still tucked inside. Price: $199.He had said back then, "When I get back on my feet, I'll make it up to you with something better."I waited seven years for "something better." It never came.Beneath the tin box was a stack of photos.Spring, seven years ago. Our first date.He stood under the cherry blossom trees in Central Park, and I held up my phone to take a picture of him. When he looked down at me, the corners of h
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