Semua Bab The Love I Can Never Speak Of Again: Bab 1 - Bab 10

“Sam’s been hardworking. If we give him a little more time, I don’t think he needs to be fired.”My wife, Blair Reid, suddenly spoke up while searching for a file with her back to me in the storage room. Sam Anderson was a new lawyer. He was Blair’s junior, so she had no choice but to guide him. Initially, Blair was really dissatisfied with his performance. She felt that he was not professional at all. However, one day, Blair suddenly praised Sam. She said that even though he lacked capability, his courage was admirable.Since then, Blair kept mentioning Sam in our conversations. Sam was very naive at work. When he lost a case, he would cry in public and apologize to his clients. In the past three months, his performance had been practically nonexistent. Hence, his name was on the termination list. I was not surprised by that at all. However, Blair brought this up all of a sudden. I paused filing documents and asked, “You don’t want him to leave, do you?” “That’s not

My heart sank when I saw her loving gaze toward Sam. Before I came to my senses, the buff guy spat on the floor. He cursed at me. “You always appear to be so righteous on TV, but it turns out that you’re useless! You escaped at the very last minute, and you’re here drinking instead!”Compared to Sam, I appeared to be more despicable as a lawyer who left the case. Everyone in the bar was looking at me in rage. They were yelling at me.“Coward! You don’t deserve to be a lawyer. You claim that you’re experienced, but it turns out that you’re useless!” “Look at that young lawyer on the TV. He’s so brave. If I were you, I would’ve killed myself out of embarrassment!” I ignored their words and drank the rest of my alcohol in a big gulp. My stomach was twisting in pain. I felt the world warping around me. On the TV, Blair was helping Sam answer questions and passing water to him. She wiped the sweat off his forehead. I stared dumbfounded at Blair, who had never treated me that

Blair’s face immediately turned pale. She stared at me in disbelief. It was hilarious. It was the first time I had seen such a shocked expression on Blair’s face. She usually looked confident and calm. I picked up the divorce papers that were soaked with tea and passed them to Blair. I gaped as I really wanted to tell her that I wanted a divorce. But I could only force out a few rasping sounds. I felt a searing pain in my throat and could not say a single word. Blair did not care what I had passed to her. Instead, she stared at my red and swollen hands. It was the first time I had seen such vivid pain in her gaze. I was deluding myself.How was it possible that she cared about me?Instead, she must be blaming me for not taking care of myself. She said softly, “Liam, don’t take it the wrong way, and don’t be angry at me. Let’s go to the hospital first. We can discuss the rest later.” I stubbornly shook my head and pointed at the divorce papers. That brought her att

“Baby, you drove me to and from work, and you stayed up all night to help me prepare for the case. You encouraged and comforted me. Was everything fake?“You told me you never did anything like that with Liam, and you did all that just for me.“You said that you’re only with Liam out of habit and only knew love when you met me!”I took a deep breath. My heart was breaking at Sam’s words.I never knew that Blair thought of me that way. It turned out that Blair was capable of caring and loving others. Her coldness toward me was because she never loved me. It seemed funny to me that I believed that if I worked very hard, I would gain her affection one day. I thought she would finally smile at me.“Sam, shut up!” Blair said angrily. Her face darkened. It was the first time I had seen her that angry. Sam was upset, so he teared up. He sobbed and said, “Blair, I’m terrified of the antiseptic smell, yet I’m here in the hospital with you! “But you’re protecting your husband

I felt very calm and secure with myself. At first, I had some nightmares about my past. In my dreams, I kept asking Blair if I was any less than Sam and woke up crying.However, I had almost forgotten what they looked like. It was another musical festival, and I was the piano accompaniment for Melody. On the stage, we kept exchanging glances. When we did that, the crowd cheered for us. After the song was over, I held Melody’s hand as we bowed. She said she wanted to take off her makeup, so I busied myself on my phone.Someone bumped into me, and I apologized. However, the person grabbed my hand. I turned around and said, “I’m really sorry—Blair?”I looked at Blair, who looked very haggard and tired. My eyes widened in shock. What was she doing here?How was it possible that she was here? Blair looked upset. Her voice was shaking as she asked, “Who’s that woman?“Why didn’t I know that you could play the piano?”I could not believe my ears. I thought I had hear