Amma's Point of ViewPain wakes me before anything else does. It's a hot, bright wire drawn tight through my chest, starting under the left collarbone and running out through my back, and when I try to take a breath, it pulls.A small noise comes out of me. I clench my teeth around it, and my whole body tries to curl away from the wire, which only drags it tighter.‘Breathe,’ a voice, thin and far off, says. It is like a radio left on in another room. ‘Short ones. Shallow. Don’t fight it.’‘It hurts,’ I complain.‘I know. I'm here.’I breathe short. The wire eases, a fraction. Behind my eyelids the dark is warm and red, and underneath the pain I feel the weight of blankets, the cool stiffness of a hospital sheet, the sting of a needle taped in the crook of my arm. Somewhere to my left, a machine beeps in a slow, steady rhythm.I'm alive.Then something shifts in the air around me, and I know I'm not alone.A shadow crosses the red behind my lids. Someone is standing over the bed. I ca
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