Amma’s Point of ViewMy heart is thumping, an ache in my chest that won't go away. My eyes shift to the red light above the door, then begin to count.For five years, I have lived a life of uncertainty. Always looking over my shoulder and praying no one recognizes me. Five years ago, I gave up my position as Luna and chose my baby over everything else.Six hours. That's how long the surgery has taken. I get up from the chair and start pacing around. She will be fine, I assure myself, but I can't shake off the feeling that something might go wrong. That they might find us.I stare at the door, praying to a goddess I don't even believe in anymore. The last time, the surgery didn't take this long. Even as a doctor, I can't get closer to my own child; all I do is stare, hoping and praying that my child is safe.I hug myself, reminding myself that I am stronger than I believe. That everything will eventually work out.When the surgery light goes off, I quickly walk forward, waiting for the
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