Todos os capítulos de My Last Days, and I Don't Remember Her: Capítulo 1 - Capítulo 10

Today marked the fifth anniversary of my relationship with Andrea Hill. I'd reached out to all our friends and family ahead of time and gotten everything ready.I'd filled the space downstairs from our apartment with flowers and candles to let everyone know I was planning to propose to Andrea.After I had everyone come over two hours in advance, I made sure they gathered downstairs at my apartment complex. We waited for hours, and before we knew it, it was already midnight.Some people were so tired that they'd started grumbling to me. Tony Baird's wife had already dozed off standing up, slumped against his shoulder, but Andrea was still nowhere to be seen.The little fairy lights I'd bought were flickering out one by one as their batteries died.I called Andrea over and over, but she just wouldn't pick up. Just as I was about to send everyone home, Andrea finally appeared.She arrived in a taxi, and climbing out after her was Spencer Metcalf, her one that got away. Spencer had

For a long time, I thought I was just stressed from work and working too hard. It wasn't until I mentioned my symptoms to the doctor during a routine company health check that I realized something might be wrong with me.He immediately recommended that I get some tests done. That was when I finally found out about my disease.I could no longer give Andrea the life she deserved. Still, we'd shared so many beautiful memories.Back in college, Spencer was the guy everyone had a crush on. And Andrea was known as the prettiest woman in her department from the moment she stepped onto campus.Andrea, Spencer, and I all grew up in the same residential neighborhood.Ever since Spencer was a kid, he had been everyone's idea of the perfect child. He was good-looking and got along with just about anyone. As for me, I was just someone who wasn't very good with words.Andrea was naturally cheerful, but whenever Spencer ignored her, she'd come hang out with me instead.Since she was undeniably

Andrea added, "The doctor said you have severe hypoglycemia. If I hadn't gotten you to the hospital in time, you could've died."I stayed silent as I more or less knew why. My memory had been getting worse these past few days. I kept forgetting whether I'd eaten or not, so I'd eat when I was hungry and skip meals when I wasn't. And lately, I'd been feeling so down that I just didn't feel like eating.As my memory continued to deteriorate, I was finding it harder and harder to remember things. Sometimes it felt like I couldn't even get a complete sentence out anymore.A sudden, unsettling thought crossed my mind. I might already be in the late stages of the disease. As it progressed, I'd lose more and more of my memories, forget everyone I knew, and eventually lose my ability to speak. At that point, there'd be no point in continuing treatment.As such, I turned back to Andrea and said, "Fine. We're even."By the time I was done talking, I didn't feel a thing anymore. Andrea, on th

Even after getting caught, Spencer still looked utterly arrogant.He shot Andrea a cold look, a mocking laugh escaping his lips. "Andrea, you really think way too highly of yourself. Since when have I ever needed to rely on anyone else?"Sounds to me like you're delusional, just like that fool in the wheelchair."I watched as Andrea's expression slowly turned cold. Never in a million years had she imagined Spencer was this kind of person.She'd simply been blind when she was younger, spending so long thinking Spencer was better than me.After Andrea kicked Spencer out, she abruptly sank to the floor and burst into tears. Maybe this life really had worn her down. Otherwise, she wouldn't have completely broken down like that over Spencer's cruel words.Maybe Andrea had had it the hardest in our relationship. After all, she'd always been torn between two men.She'd missed out on the version of me who was still in his right mind and fallen for the reckless, wild Spencer instead. So

And I, too, had finally moved on from the past.After Andrea left, I found out that Jason had been shouldering the burden of supporting the two of us all these years.He was the one who'd been searching for doctors for me all along. In his heart, someone as young as me simply shouldn't have had to suffer from such a disease so soon.He'd always been hoping I'd visit his place again for a drink, and that we'd get the chance to watch a race together someday.Although we'd given up racing a long time ago, there was no harm in watching a race and fulfilling a wish we'd never gotten around to. It gave the two of us something to enjoy together as well.That day, we took a case of beer up into the mountains and stayed there from midnight until dawn. We watched the entire race from the hillside, then sat together and watched the sun come up.Watching the sunrise became our way of saying goodbye to the past. As long as life went on, so would fate. With that in mind, I went on to live out