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"Why are you sorry right now? what do you want to prove? I asked him grabbing his collar. After torturing me beyond the level you are calling those things love!! Listen Mr Raghabhan, you are a sadistic psycho who found pleasure in my agony. So, don't call those things love. I won't forgive you ever. Just get lost from here. I don't even want to see your disgusting face," I said all this looking directly into his eyes. He tried to say something but I cut his sentence in the middle and again snapped," Remember one thing, I will never forgive you. I will be a shame in the name of woman if I forgive my rapist." Hearing me he was silent for a few moments and kneeled in front of me. I can see regret in his both eyes. He said joining his hand," Just forgive me for once". Seeing him I didn't even feel pity for him. I said anger dripping from my voice," If you ever considered me as a human than leave me in my condition and never come back." . . . Arunima is a single mother who is leading her life with her twin children. The nightmares from her past always bother her making her condition worse. On the other hand, Anirudh is leading his life with guilt for committing sins that he has committed in the past. Join Arunima and Anirudh's journey of vengeance, love, regret and be a part of their journey. Warning- Trigger warning scene ahead. Kindly read at your own risk. Underage readers aren't allowed to read it. English isn't my first language so forgive me for grammatical errors.
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Chapter-1
Arunima's p.o.v
"Finish your milk right now or I will not give you any chocolate,"I told my 5-year-old daughter Avni who is still sitting on the chair without drinking milk.
" Ma(mother) I have already drunk a full glass of milk. Won't you give me chocolate " my son Ishaan asked me.
" Of course mera baccha(my dear). You are a good boy. Ma will give you chocolate" I said to my son giving a kiss on his chubby cheeks. He giggled seeing Avni's jealous face who is now angry because I am not kissing her.
Well, Avni and Ishaan are my two precious kids. They both are 5 year old and also twins. These two munchkins are my world. They are the most precious gems in my life.
About me? Well, I am Arunima Bhatt. A 25-year-old single mother who lives with her kids. I am working as a school teacher and living with my kids near the school area and that's all about my introduction.
Today is Avni and Ishaan's first day at school. Both my kids are nervous. They are asking me many questions and I am giving them answers. I assured them that everything will be ok and no need to be nervous.
Both have finished their breakfast. Now I am getting them ready for school. My both munchkins are looking too cute in their school uniform. I just pray to God that no one ever put an evil eye on my kids.
Then, I entered into my washroom and started changing my clothes. When I was wearing my clothes my eyes went to my chest area where his name is carved. His name is carved a little under my left bosom where my heart lies.Tears started forming in my eyes. Whenever I saw the tattoo, my blood gets boiled with anger and disgust. I trembled with fear whenever his face comes to my mind. I tried my hard to forget everything...but those memories always flashed in my mind creating immense pain in my heart.
I am terrified about him, whenever his face came to my mind I started trembling in fear. I hate that person. I will always hate him. He might have carved his name upon my heart but he can never enter into my heart. He is a monster. I don't want to meet that person ever in my life. I hate you Mr Anirudh Raghabhan. I hate you.
...Anirudh's p.o.vI woke up naked from my sleep. My head is spinning because of a severe headache. I rubbed my forehead with my fingers. I looked beside me and found a naked girl is lying beside me.
Then yesterday night's incident flashed in my mind. I was drunk and had sex with this girl thinking about Her.
That naked girl woke up and wrapped her hand around y neck. She said sugar dripping from her voice," Hey babe. Last night was awesome".
I removed her hand from my body and said angrily, "Don't touch me whore. your work is done. now get out of my bed and this room. Here is your payment."
Saying that I gave her some money and threw her out from my room with her belongings. The girl knew who I am. So, she didn't fuss. She immediately left the room without any noise.Well, "I am Anirudh Raghabhan. I am 32 years old and Chairman of Raghabhan Corporation. I am also the most feared mafia leader in India right now.
People fear me because they know how cruel I am. They know what kind of monster is living inside this human form.My dark childhood made me a heartless monster.My childhood was not normal like any other child. My whole childhood was full of emotional pain and mental trauma.
I got down from my bed and went to the washroom to take a shower. I was in one of my club's guest room. I was so drunk that I couldn't even get to my car and most probably that's when that girl took me here.
Turning on the shower I closed my eyes and as always her innocent face flashed in front of my eyes. That innocent face, that beautiful smile. Now everything is gone.
I regret whatever I did to her. I was a complete asshole who treated her badly. But now, I want her. I want her forgiveness.
In the past I was wrong..Unknowingly I hurt her. Because of my animalistic behaviour, she left me. It's been six long years since she left me. But I can't forget her. Her every memory is still fresh in my mind and my heart. I miss her. I miss her everything. I miss her whole self. I screamed her name loudly," Aradhiya"."Where are you? Please come back to me. Don't leave me alone to die with my regrets".
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After Eight monthsAuthor's p.o.vA priest is chanting mantras in front of the holy fire sitting on the floor.Anirudh, his wife and children are also here joining their hands in front of the holy fire and praying.Aradhiya and Anirudh are sitting beside each other. Avni & Ishaan is also sitting with their parents. Arnav is also here and praying.Only Adhyansh is not here as he is too little to bear the smoke of the fire. He is in Aradhiya & Anirudh's bedroom with a maid.Well, Anirudh has arranged a Puja (prayer) for his family and Suraj Bhatt. He was missing his father, mother, sister and uncle. Aradhiya was also missing her father. That's why Anirudh has arranged this puja for the peace of their family member's soul.After an hour the Puja is completed and the priest gave them the prasad (holy offerings)....After Some HourAradhiya re
Last Updated : 2020-11-23Sufferings Chapter-69
After One yearAnirudh's p.o.v" Anirudh, I want to eat mango flavoured ice cream," Aradhiya said like a small child holding my hands.I just chuckled hearing her cute demand.I said resting my hands on her 9 months pregnant belly," Do you want to catch a cold? Hmm. It's not good for your health at this condition."" No, I want to. Please. You don't love me anymore. You said that you will give me everything but you aren't even giving me simple ice cream," She said and started crying.Here started her tantrums. I am not annoyed by her tantrums because I know that it's normal in pregnancy. Oh! My little wife!!I hold her in my embrace and immediately called one of my the maids to bring mango flavoured ice cream.Aradhiya is heavily pregnant and one week away from the delivery. I was taking care of her personally leaving aside my every business. My family comes first.I have appointed a f
Last Updated : 2020-11-23Sufferings Chapter-68
Warning - Mature scene aheadAfter one weekAradhiya's p.o.vI am sitting in front of the mirror and beauticians are getting me ready for the marriage.Yes, today I am getting married to Anirudh. I never thought that I will also have the blessing of getting married and loved.My life was very difficult and too much chaotic. I always thought that I may have to spend my life alone with my children. I always thought that God is taking my tests. I never thought that he is going to give a person's love who will love me maddeningly.My emotional scar was so deep that I thought that those scars will never be healed. But, Anirudh's genuine love and care healed my every emotional scar. His mad love for me forced me to forgive him and give him a chance. He proved himself that he is the best life partner for me. He proved himself as the best father for my
Last Updated : 2020-11-23Sufferings Chapter-67
Aradhiya's p.o.vI slapped Ishaan on his right cheek making it red. He became startled and before he could cry loudly I asked him jerking off his shoulder vigorously," Why did you beat your classmate? Is this manner I have taught you! Why did you do that?"" He was showing me his toys which were bought by his papa. He was saying my papa bought this....my papa bought that......He was irritating me taking his papa's name. He was telling me about his papa. I felt bad that my papa doesn't love me anymore. I became irritated and beat him," Ishaan said all this in one go making me speechless.Saying all this he started crying badly and I am not understanding what I should do. I felt guilty thinking that I have made my children stay away from their father.Ishaan said hiccuping," Ma.....tell papa....to.....come.....I want.... my previous.....papa."I pulled him into my embrace and started consoling him. What I have done to my children
Last Updated : 2020-11-23Sufferings Chapter-66
After One MonthAuthor's p.o.vIt's been one month since Suraj Bhatt has died. A month ago he had a heart attack and he died leaving behind his daughter, son and grandchildren.After Suraj Bhatt's death, Aradhiya and Arnav both are devastated. Both siblings can't believe that they have become orphan and their loving father is no more in this world. Specifically, Aradhiya is totally broken. She is too much broken because her father died after the argument with her. She is blaming herself for her father's sudden death.She is so devastated that she hardly eats and sleeps. She has stopped her talking with everyone. The whole day she cries in her father's room holding her father's wheelchair. She is in so grief that she has also stopped taking care of Avni & Ishaan. Arnav is taking care
Last Updated : 2020-11-19Sufferings Chapter-65
Author's p.o.v" Why are you saying like that, Papa? I have given us justice," Aradhiya said like a stubborn child to make her father understand that whatever she has done is right.Suraj said holding Aradhiya's hands," I was against your decision to move on with Anirudh. But, after coming here I have seen genuine love for you in his eyes. Was it right to break his heart like that? I never taught you to play with someone's trust."Aradhiya jerks off her father's hands and said angrily," So, you are telling me that I should forget everything whatever he had done and accept him! How can you think like that papa?"Suraj never saw his daughter like that. The woman in front of him is looking like a madwoman whose inside is filled with venom and her mind is full of vengeance. He can't believe that it's his same soft-spoken sweet daughter.
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