Can somebody help me? Can someone free me from the hellish marriage that I'm staying? Save Me... I'm tired of living. -AZAIA DE CASTROView More
Maybe our destiny is really tied to each other.I was busy drinking my rum when a familiar girl walked in. She looks drunk. No, she's literally drunk.She talked with my staff but she lost her balance in the middle of talking. Fortunately, I caught her quickly.Her eyes were tired as she looked at me."Nine-inches guy," she unconsciously uttered.I laughed softly and shook my head."Damn baby. You're drunk," I said and then she fell asleep.I immediately picked her up in a bridal style and carried her out. I put her in my car and fastened her seatbelt.I picked up my phone and then texted Daevon to inform him that Azaia's with me. I found out that all the girls that we are into are friends with each other.I brought her to my condo and cleaned her up. I restrained myself not to do something as I dressed and wiped her. I badly want to kiss her but I know it's not a good move.My vision darkened even more the moment I focused on her wrist. My jaw tightened as I touched each stroke of he
"Cheers!" I shouted happily to my friends as our glasses slammed shut.I just opened a bar business so we are happy to celebrate today."You only are missing a daughter," Daevon teased me before approaching Andrei for a high five.I smirked and shook my head in disapproval."Girl? Tsk! I don't need that. It's just a hassle," I stated and drink my shot.They both laughed."Virgin," they said in unison.I glared at them."Just preventing from getting AIDS,” I uttered.Andrei's lips twitched as he looked at me."Don't you know how delicious heaven is?" laughing he says."Porn videos are enough," I said."Damn it," they both hissed and laughed.I could do nothing but smile.I never bed anyone in my life. As I was growing up, Mommy always reminded me the importance of women so maybe that is how I felt.I will never bed someone I do not love.They continued to tease me while I was just drinking until I didn't realize how many bottles I had."I'll just pee," I said to the two boys who were b
"Good morning, ma’am," the hospital secretary greeted me happily.Although her happiness was surprising, I just smiled back at her and nodded slightly in respect."Good morning/ Good morning, Azaia," my every fellow nurse I meet greeted me smilingly."Good morning," I whispered back to them and grimaced secretly.I am hoping all is well.I'm off at work today so I planned to see Xenoah again. I was already taking the elevator up to the right floor where Xenoah was when Mrs. Duque, our head nurse, also boarded.She smiled sweetly at me. "Good morning Azaia," she mumbled.Another person started her day happily."Good morning, too," I replied politely.Her smile was still there as she watched me intently."Is there any problem?" I'm hesitant to ask because she's already creeping me out.Couldn't he have been gay because of my beauty?She chuckled and shook her head."Nothing, it's just I'm happy for you," she sincerely said.I restrained myself not to frown in astonishment.Yesterday, sh
I heard loud sirens and car horns as soon as I gained my consciousness back.I slowly opened my eyes despite the numbness of my body. My blurred vision gradually became clear although my eyes remained dizzy.Different shades of lights hit my vision. There are blue, red, and white. I could feel the viscous liquid dripping from my forehead down to my face."Xenoah," I whispered softly as I remembered him.I tried to close my eyes again and then slowly open them up to reduce the dizziness I have been feeling.My vision became clearer than earlier. Little by little, I saw Xenoah's unconscious face as his body is hugging me. His whole face was bathed in his own blood which made me very nervous and scared.“Xenoah,” I again tried to call him along with the relentless flow of my tears.I tried to escape from his hold but my body is too weak to make a move."Xenoah, please open your eyes." Even though it was difficult for me to speak due to weakness and vertigo, I still tried to talk to him.
"I do not know what the fvck should I feel, Azaia. I kept asking myself why? Why is that even possible that for only once that something happened between you and him, he was able to get you pregnant instead of me? I am your husband, I was the one you chose but why destiny played the two of us?" he said resentfully."I brought him to the orphanage because I can not let myself hurt him. I can not promise that I will not hurt him if he stays in my custody so I chose to take him to the orphanage and let them give his needs there," he continued the story.I could not talk. I can't utter any words because my mind is blank at this moment. The only thing that my brain tried to absorb is what he is saying."I fvckin stayed in spite what shits happened. Even how toxic our relationship was, I fvckin stayed! Then here you are, ending our marriage over the same guy who used to be the destruction of our marriage!" He shouted in pain and anger.It was like a bomb exploded in my entirety as a human b
"Baby," he mumbled after answering my call.I took a deep breath and bit my lip before speaking."I was on my way to Bjorn's house," I uttered as I looked outside the window."What the fvck ?! Why are you going there?!" The contrary and panic can be traced in his tone."Was that mom, Daddy?" I heard my son's voice.I smiled bitterly as I thought they would get along together."Go back home, Azaia," Xenoah said on the line."I am already here," I whispered as I slowly saw his house."Please go back home, baby," he said hoarsely."He might do something bad to the baby, Xen. My conscience can't handle that," I explained.I knew that even if I didn’t explain everything, he still understood what I was referring to."Then wait for me. Don't come near him without me," he sternly ordered at the same time as I heard his quick gesture."How about Rafael?" I asked."I'll drop him to Manang Sandra" he answered."Just wait for me," he added and ended the call.I took a deep breath and waited for t
It was already noon when I woke up the next day in Xenoah's room.That guy just took me over and over again until the sun rose when I got my conscious back!Xenoah was no longer by my side when I woke up. Probably, he was already at work. Rafael immediately entered my mind."Damn it. My son's food," I whispered and quickly got up from bed.I even winced at the pain of my genital area. I could also feel the discomfort because that part is still sticky.Fvckyou Xenoah. I am fvckin' full of your cum.I was about to stand up when I noticed a note on his desk beside his bed.'Rest well, baby. I brought Rafael with me. I already prepared your breakfast but I know you will eat it for lunch. 'My face turned red after reading that.Oh God, Xenoah. You are so naughty ever since.I could do nothing but lied down again and tried to sleep because I was still tired of what Xenoah and I did.It was past two when I woke up. I tidied up the room and then took a shower before going down to eat.I was
Time flies so fast, indeed. I didn’t expect that it's been five months since Xenoah and I had a relationship. What he said is true that the issue about us will also gradually die out soon. Maybe that's just the way it is, the issue will become a hot topic in the beginning and will be out of the news after a few weeks."Do you still want something, son?" He asked Rafael.We are here now at Star City and sitting on a bench because we have just finished riding some kid’s rides. He fulfilled his promise to Rafael as soon as the news about us rested."I want cotton candy, Daddy," Rafael answered with his cutest pout.Xenoah laughed at him and then pinched the bridge of his nose.A week ago, my son noticed that his daddy often called him ‘son’ and not ‘baby.’ Maybe it was because we were always together that it was not different to him at all."You, aside from me, do you want anything?" He asked foolishly when his eyes laid on me.I just rolled my eyes at him."It becomes so windy, Xenoah.