Everyday Sisu

Until I met Ronin, the love of my life, life had never been fair to me. Everything changed for me once he turned my life upside down. He swept me off my feet, like a breath of fresh air. He became a source of light for me, guiding me away from my darkest and most wretched road. My life is not a fairytale love story; it is about my strength, courage, struggle, happiness and joy, pain and sadness, memories, willpower, survival to fight, endearment, abuses I have experienced throughout my life, light and hope I have in me, and determination to improve my life. So follow me on my adventure of life survival and how I became the person I am today.

Before the drop tower started, my best friend gave a look, and my boyfriend, with perfect tacit understanding, suddenly unbuckled his safety harness and ran off with her. I was left completely stunned on the drop tower by myself. My boyfriend stood in the safety zone with a beaming smile. "Freya said you're a scaredy-cat and need to be frightened more to get braver, so you're riding alone." The drop tower started. Looking at my comical appearance when terrified, my best friend held her stomach, laughing uproariously as she took photos. My boyfriend opened his mouth to say something as he helplessly steadied the camera lens for her. I couldn't hear the words he said, but I guessed it must have been: "Once you've laughed enough, don't tease her again. It's bad enough Cleo's so shy." I'm a timid person. Growing up together for twenty years, this was always how they accompanied me to build my bravery. When we were little, my best friend intentionally threw pebbles to draw over stray dogs. Then, he carried her on his back to climb up a wall, leaving me to be chased by the dogs and run all over the courtyard. During high school, in the vaulting class, my best friend suddenly pulled away the mat. He laughed and kicked away the rolling foam pad, watching me receive two bloody gashes from the impact. In college, we went on a night hike together. My best friend intentionally shook me off, and he followed her into the bushes to make noises, leaving me in the dark, so terrified I couldn't catch my breath. Every single time I shook with fear, it was met with a bout of loud laughter from my best friend. And standing behind her, he was forever saying a single phrase: "Don't do it next time." However, each "next time" would turn into a new joke for her happiness. The drop tower climbed to twenty meters, and the sensation of weightlessness pushed right up to the back of my throat. Suddenly, though, I felt there was nothing left to be afraid of. The drop tower reached the ground, and two pairs of hands reached over to support me. I pushed them away. "From now on, I don't need you guys to help me build my courage anymore."

In a world where werewolves exist. Power is a dynamic factor between the five nations. Estonia, Andovia, Miletus, Hiroshima and Bulgaria. For decades now Estonia and Andovia have been the most powerful nations, historically providing the strongest werewolves in both size, strength, intellect, wealth and powers. But power must change tides. Bulgaria, a nation where criminals are sent to for punishment, where the scums of the earth reside, a nation identified as the weakest of the five by all. Elsa Oppenheimer, a promising child, is determined to rise above all odds to attain power. Losing her family widened her eyes to the reality and cruelty of society, this begins a journey that will change the course of her life forever. Elsa must create a powerful pack on this journey of vengeance and freedom. After breaking the record of being the first citizen from Bulgaria to be admitted to Sheffield Academy, she faces condemnation and attacks from all over. King Ragnar takes a questioning interest in Elsa and is bent on seeing how far she can go. This new interest creates attention for her both good and bad. The prophecy of a one Empire is perceived to be imminent. Will vengeance lead? Can she break the chains of power? Or will love be her death sentence?

"You can only consider yourself a good person if you can maintain it during the worst days of your life." After living a life of being sheltered, Eleonna Rielle Salvelle discovered something that her parents has kept from them. Something different from the environment they grew in. In the midst of her journey to try and set things right, her fate seems to keep pushing her to her limits that if she won't be able to suppress might lead her to the worst part of herself.

"Life and Death are like green and red: you can't be both, but you can be neither. " Will you accept if you were given a chance to live forever? Or would you rather live with the fact that life ends with death? For Simon, there is no other choice than to live until everyone dies. All he wants is to be dead, but how?

Lukas Reiner built his life based off a promise 9 years ago with Viktor Volkov... the only person who actually saw him and knew him for what he actually was. They dreamed of the same future, the same ice, the same victory together. Until Viktor disappeared without a word, leaving Lukas behind with nothing but silence, rain… and feelings he never got to confess. Now, Lukas is at the top of college... Captain, prodigy and untouchable on ice until Viktor comes back. Colder and older, acting like the past never existed. Their reunion explodes into violence, but being forced to work together drags them into something far more dangerous than hate. The tension turns into stolen moments and those moments turn into a habit but before either of them can stop it, the line between resentment and desire begins to blur. Lukas never let go of the past. Viktor never planned to face it. But on the ice, there’s nowhere left to run.