Big Belly
The night I gave birth, the entire hospital lost power. Soon after delivery, I started bleeding heavily. The backup power could only keep two operating rooms running.
My mom, Marsha Gibson, was the head of obstetrics.
A nurse asked if I needed emergency surgery right away.
Mom glanced at Natalie Graham, my adoptive sister, in the next bed. Then she shook her head.
"Help Natalie first. She's already sensitive about being adopted. What will people think if I put my own daughter first at a time like this?"
I lay on the gurney, listening to my blood drip onto the floor.
When my husband, Elijah Colton, arrived, I thought someone would finally help me. He was an anesthesiologist, after all.
Then Natalie clutched her chest and said she couldn't breathe.
Elijah hesitated for a second, then let go of my hand.
"Your parents are here. Someone will take care of you," he said. "Natalie doesn't have that kind of support. If I put you first again, people will think our whole family treats her like an outsider."
Finally, my dad, Ian Graham, arrived. He was the hospital director.
The nurse showed him my blood pressure readings and begged him to open another operating room.
Dad glanced at the reporters in the hallway, then gave Natalie the last available spot for emergency treatment.
"When we brought Natalie home, we promised she would never be treated unfairly for not being our biological daughter. Winona, you'll have to wait a little longer."
To avoid any suspicion of favoritism, they all assumed I'd be fine waiting a little longer because I had family at the hospital.
However, none of them knew my C-section incision had torn open. Blood was already pouring into my abdominal cavity.