Spicy Mac
On Valentine's Day, by the time I hurry into the seafood restaurant, my boyfriend, Cody Sharp, and my best friend, Irene Thorne, are already halfway through their meal.
I reach for a chair, only to realize there isn't an extra one.
Cody glances up at me and says flatly, "Staff said they only have tables for two left. A table for three means a four-hour wait. Just find a table for one. It's all the same."
Irene offers an apologetic look. "Besides, Serena, aren't you allergic to seafood? Maybe grab a bite somewhere else?"
I freeze.
We have eaten at this exact spot 30 times.
I am allergic to seafood, but since they love it, this is always the place.
Just to keep them company, I take allergy medication before every single visit.
So they knew all along. They just didn't care.
At the table, they laugh as they plan to come back a few more times before heading overseas next month.
Thanks to their top grades, both earned fully funded spots in the study abroad program.
My grades are average, but because I wanted to stay with them, I was ready to pay tens of thousands of dollars out of pocket to go along.
Now, the heavy seafood stench in the room suddenly turns sickeningly sharp.
I turn around, walk out, and step into the barbecue joint next door.
Pulling out my phone, I cancel my self-funded study abroad application.
That feels good. From now on, I get to eat whatever I actually want.